Brokenness rant

Moving on... Part One

So I'm just having a rough time and I just feel like writing.. I hope you guys like it! And feel free to say anything and tell your comments or opinions. Have a great day☺️

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I slowly started to walk beyond the dark road... not knowing where I am heading, my foot just takes its lead, just as my head wanders around. My mind is just lost, as blank as the road with nowhere to go. Right turn.
Left turn.
Go straight up.
Or just go back where you begin with?
Do you ever question yourself?,
Where I am heading?
Where is the way?
Why is it an empty road, like the emptiness I'm feeling inside my heart?
What is this place? (For instance sometimes you don't know who you are anymore.. same thing when you are trying to navigate the directions of the place.)
It's like you are becoming an alien, with the place you are currently living in.

"Some people are just meant to be passing by, some can follow you wherever you go or some might leave and never comes back."

I think the hardest question that comes in my mind is-
Why did destiny let us meet?

Why did we just become strangers again, and feels like nothing ever happened.

Life just takes another toll on me. It becomes too much harsh and I feel extreme grieving of what I have experienced lately.

Why did it left a mark that can never be healed?

Why did you left me?...When I needed you the most..

Why would I have to be alone again?

Life is very cruel at me...

I am weak... I got used to be alone all my life.. but sometimes I just can't get over it...
Whenever I tried to be happy with someone, it always fails... why???