Falling in love is scary, especially if your friend like them first.
A kiss that was suppose to be a confession, turned out to be hell.
!!COMPLETED!!
Started: September 15, 2020
Ended: April 18th 2021
4 months passed and in a few weeks she is leaving back to Korea
I was kinda struggling through this school. Kris, Jason, and kim always tried to help me with school but I haven't been focusing lately i feel sick
I was walking out my room and going downstairs..... until i blacked out and only remember falling down stairs. Ouch. -
I open my eyes slowly and everything was blurry... i see then my moms face come into focus and i open my eyes widely when I realized i was in the hospital
"What happened?" I moaned
"Oh god your safe!! Im so glad you are okay" i see my moms tears come down
"Whats wrong?"
The doctor than spoke "you were sick due to a lot of stress and lack of sleep. I suggest you take a break from school and get lots of rest"
"I-"
"And she needs to rest right now. Out everyone" my mom pushes everyone out
"I will come visit later" after that my mom left
I sigh and look at the ceiling.... my phone than rang and i jumped
Hyunjin "hello" i answer
"Are you okay? I heard you went to the hospital" he look so worried
"Im okay.... just stress and lack of sleep"
"Are you tired? You need rest right now"
"I dont feel tired"
"Can i sing you to sleep"
"I mean- yes" i blush
I then place my phone on the bed making it face my face and put the volume high. We both stare at each other and he cleared his throat
He then started singing softly and i smiled. His voice is so beautiful I can't-
I then felt a heavy weight on my eyelids and closed my eyes.....
In korea
She fell asleep. I smile as i see her, she so beautiful and cute.... i miss her so much i want her near me but I can't do anything about it
Im quite possessive I don't think she would want me if i told her.... i will tell her when she comes back.... i need to enjoy right now -
Last day in Canada
"Im gonna miss ya" Kim hugs the girl
"Same"
"We all will" Jason said
"Don't worry lets stay in contact when i leave"
"Yeah of course"
"Well see you when we can" they all wave and left my house.
I can't believe it's December 23rd and i get to see everyone on Christmas Eve im excited!!! I wonder if my mom will approve of Hyunjin being my boyfriend
"Mom" i walk into her office
"Yes dear?"
"So.....if i were to be dating someone.... would it be okay?"
"Yes of course of course! It would be nice for you to date at this age"
"I'm happy your okay with it"
"Me and your father will approve of this young man who stole your heart" .....
"Im so excited to see you guys tomorrow!!" I squeal
"Chill... hey guess what" Jisoo and Wendy smirk
"What??" I anticipate
"Taehyung is dating"
"OH MY GOD WHO?!?!"
"You will discover who when you arrive" Wendy teases
"Wendy you need to ask out Seonghwa soon"
"I don't know.... I don't want to be rejected by him"
"Just go for it"
"Either way... jisoo is dating"
"JISOO SPILLLL"
"Im dating Mingyu....."
"Im SO HAPPY FOR YOU GUYS!!"
"Thanks I cant wait to see you tomorrow"
"Same... well gotta go bye"
I hung up and sigh.... i missed so much and all the fun times.... i felt left out and the fun only began when i left how sad
Stupid Canada. No stupid me who wanted to leave for a few months
Tomorrow
Me and Hyunjin
Will be official
And im gonna
Love it
we will basically be forever
Together .....
I started fidgeting a lot. Why hadn't Taehyung tell me he was dating? Are we losing our relationship? I mean Taehyung whats up? TELL ME I yell as i stare at my phone
I then see my phone light up and ding expecting Tae but it was just Hyunjin
Hyunnie: Im excited to see you tomorrow
Me: Me too!!
Hyunnie: we need to talk when you get back
I look at my phone nervously and sigh
Me: ah really?
Hyunnie: its about our relationship.....
What are the dots for?? Are we gonna break up when we haven't even started
Me: is it that serious?
Hyunnie: Yeah i guess you can say
Me: its getting late here
Hyunnie: Gets some rest. Night love you
Me: love you too
I then turn off my phone and place it on the charger. I slowly pull of my blankets and think on what went wrong... did i do something to make him want to break up with me?
Aish stop thinking just try to sleep
I couldn't even close my eyes without being anxious
I got little sleep
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