Wicked Games

~ Chapter 34 ~

Chiquita

Abel kisses me.

I want to push him away so badly.

But it'd be weird to him if I did we basically kiss everyday.

So I begrudgingly kiss him back.

I get a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach.

I feel so disgusted in myself.

Kissing Abel, after what I did with Eli.

The worst part is I liked it.

I didn't expect to but the way Eli did me, I liked it.

Though Abel is the true master of my body, I always fall weak to his bedroom skills.

I fall victim to his thick lips every time they come in contact with my clit.

But now I've nailed both my male best friends, whore.

I'm such a fucking whore.

"Woah Chiquita."

Abel says pulling away from me.

"What?"

"Your crying, what's wrong?"

You stupid stupid idiot!

Why would you cry?

"I-It's just it was so hard to see Moi after what happened.."

That's a good lie.

A really good one!

"Oh Chiquita smile baby, your having a baby just like you wanted!"

He's right I should be happy, but my family hates me and I'm stuck between two men.

Not just any men, my two best friends!

And I don't think they're fond of each other..

"I know Abel, it's just hard..."

"And that's exactly why I'm here for you always."

He kisses my nose and walks off.

I feel my heart flutter at his words.

"You wanna watch a movie?"

He asks now lounging on the couch.

Aw, he's always trying to cheer me up.

"Yeah, let me take a shower and I'll join you."

"Sounds good."

I rush over to the bathroom.

And it hits me.

The real reason I wanna take a shower.

I had sex with Elijah and I couldn't dare touch Abel without cleaning up.

It's not like he can tell what I did either way, it's just that was a one time thing.

Plus I can sense a future with Abel, he's dear to me.

And I need to wash off my sins.

I begin to undress myself and then I start the water.

I don't get in though, I wait for it to heat up.

And while I wait, I pull up one of my playlists.

I press shuffle.

The song Drew Barrymore by Sza starts playing.

Nice, it's definitely one of my favorites off Ctrl.

"Why is it so hard to accept the party is over?"