I feel breath fill my lungs
And leave me again when I exhale
In and out
It has been my life for many days now
Though no one would notice
Through my brave face
And happy attitude to laugh
No one can see past my mask
I have built it so well
It is my greatest accomplishment
But my the biggest contributor to my downfall
Can no one truly see the pain raging behind these steel blue eyes of mine
Can't they hear the plea of a lost child whose wailing goes through the millennia
Can't they feel the cloud of thousands of pounds of pressure crushing my lungs
My heart struggles to keep going
My brain cannot persuade the body to move
And the body isn’t strong enough to figure out how to fix the mess it has gotten itself into
I'm a doomed soul if my life line is cut
My string of sanity
My last line of defense from the raging roaring darkness that surrounds this being both day and night
Blotching out the sun
Casting shadows over the moon
Casting clouds about the world to smother the stars from shining through
Technology cannot find fault in my circuitry but the chemicals of nature
And natures God can feel this child; a whisper of the human it used to be
Slowly slip into insanity during this depressing time of year
When there is so much pure white all around
It reminds us that we are so far from perfect as we are stained red from tortured tears
When hope is dawning but hasn’t quite reached the horizon
We wait on baited breath to go back to when we can
Live without all of us dying on the insides
A time when you can comfortably say
What doesn’t kill me had better start running
But right now we quiver at the sight of our shadows growing long as the night could snuff out our meager existence before the next dawn if one is caught unprepared
in the raging Blizzard of the cold unforgiving north
where if the sun shines it is a weary light lacking all warmth and comfort that it has during the other three seasons.
May the dark stay at bay and the snow accumulate. And may the springtime song of a robin in the yard
Be not so far away as I seem to think it is.
In your name I pray amen.
A/N: Here I am going to apologize to _Shoes because I promised that this would have been uploaded last night however I never got around to doing such... So I am really sorry for that; please forgive me lol.... Okays that is all.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
prayers for the lost.
De TodoThese are a collection shorts, and poems for my friends who are lost and need guidance away from evil habits... enjoy:)