prayers for the lost.

Can I go on?

I don't know where the the lord has gone, but I know that he is there.

with all that is going on in my life I wonder if he is there at all

But how can I go on? 

if he isn't there as my comfort.

and you aren't there for me to rest my head on your shoulder

I blame myself for being so arrogant

and blind to the fact that we were breaking rules everyday just to talk.

and now I am banned from your caring arms

all hope is gone for me

I don't think I can go on like this anymore.

I will have to stop myself from living in order to carry on.

but can I stop this pain that runs so deep into my very core?

can I go on living like you are going to be fine, and not go back to old habits?

can I slash my anger upon everyone that has tried to pry us apart for so long?

I wish I could, but it is wrong in my heart and mind.

OH LORD WHERE HAVE YOU GONE?

I need your help to carry on and hold stead fast until Dawn arrives and we have been delivered.

however until that day I will still question you. 

until that day my heart will feel the pain of every one I have ever talked to.

until that day I will have to go on living.

but in my heart and mind and very soul one question resonates through.

Can I go on like this?