Second Priority

i passed!

I took all the courage i have and texted.

Hey!
How was exams?
Send to BESTFRIEND

Yup that is his name on my phone since the day i last saw him.

I put my phone down.

Few seconds later. It blinked.
My whole heart and brain hopes it is him.

And i almost jump when it is him.

BESTFRIEND:
It was fine some hard some not but majors are voming tomorrow.
How about you?

Me:
"It was not bad. Andi also have majors tomorrow.

BESTFRIEND:
How are you?

Fuck this is it!
Why am imnervous.

Why do i feel like he is really talking to mw.

I can imagine his tone when he ask that question.

"Not bad, just a bit on the study." Send.

BESTFRIEND:
And still having friday hookups?

Fuck!

Why auddenly i jiss him.
Suddenly i wanna see him and tell him how mymlife has been. And also ask him about his ventures.

Shit!

Me:
"Not really jist having fun, i tried to retire from that tag name, but fridays are temting. Do not think about it. You still my only man."
Send.

I big my lower lip why am i flirting witn him on text.

BESTFRIEND:
Good yomknow about it. I can smile now,

Fuck!

I have to stop.

I chose a photo form my phone one i took during evenings when i have nothing to do i took selfjes and keep it. I chose the messy hair but smilling showing my dimples.

Send it to him with Good night.

Few seconds later.
My phone rings.

He is calling a video call? I tuned off the camera.

"Come on open the camera."

"No way"

He laughed.

"Good luck on your exams sweetheart" he said softly and lovingly.

"Good night babe" i said.

He laughed and said bye then end of call.

Fuck!!!!!
Fuck!!!
Shit!

I miss him!

Dome focus.

Breath in,
Breath out.

Back to my notes.

I read till i get sleepy.
Then i went to sleep.

The following day. I had  2 exams.

Those are major subjects but i never thought what i read last last night and during reviews, i remember them.

I am not expecting to be on top but atleast i made less mistakes. And made it to top 3. Ofcourse who could beat Ben? And Nine is on top 5.

My goal is to have less mistakes, be on top or not. Just make sure that 80percent of exams are correct. That is the least.
If i really wanna be a good doctor i have to level up.

The following day we have 2 exams also and my goals are reached, last one exam thursday. This one have lots of memorization.

The exam paper came to me and i started answering. And i am so thrilled that i know this things.

I flipped the paper and and answered the rest.

I smiled atmyself. I know i have this one.

I pass my paper. And get out of the room.

Benjamin vame after. I texted Nine to meet us in the cafe.

"I am hungry" i said.

Benjajin just looked at me and followed me.
He ride on my car.

"Don't you have a car?" I asked.

"Yeah.." he just said.

We ordered our usual drink and snack. And we sit on our favorite spot.

Few minutes later Nine came. Benjamin whuspeeed something to him.

"I have not noticed it, and yes it is true." Nine said.

I looked at them.

"You are shinning" Benjamin said.

Nine laughed.

"What?" I asked and wipe my face.

"No, he ment blooming" Nine said,

"Oh, must be the soap. My mom gave me." I said but inknow what they mean. I heard it from the girls in the dorm lobby this morning.

"By the way exam results will come out later." Nine said.

I became silent.
Can i have the courage if i made it?

"I had  a purpose but i think i cannot do it." I said.

"I had a deal with myself, that if i made it to pass the exams atleast 80percent each i will talk to Pavel." I siad and lowered my gaze on the table.

"Finally!" Benjamin exclaimed.

I looked at him.

"He was anxious about you and asked us all the time. But lately starting this semester, he stopped." Nine said,

"It is not our bussiness, but you really have to talk to him." Benjamin said.

"We can send you to his apartment." Nine said.

"No, if i will talk to him and gomyo him, i must do it alone." I said.

"Then you have to make it soon. Or later." Benjamin said.

They looked at each other.

"Are you hiding something from me?" I asked.

They shook their heads.

Maybe they really want us to fix our friendship.

We checked the exams results and over all ranking.
What? I passed!
I mean made it to top five! I am on top 4!!!

My friends cheered for me. All of them Ben Nine, Poyy, Mark and Gun.
My mission: to see Pavel.