Second Priority

one scoop of happiness.

I hate thinking of it. That girls oggle over him and saw him naked like this.
Fuck! He is mine.

I will say yes and make stop seeing girls.

I rolled my fingers on his head and we are making out.

"Oh..." i mouthed then his lips invaded mine again sucking me and kissing me.

But that wonderful make is stopped. He gtabbed his vabirating phone.

"Yeah!"

"Okay.. "

"In 10."

He hanged up and get off bed.

"I need to go sweetheart make sure to eat healthy food." He says while putting on his clothes.
He kissed my forehead and leave.

In my dismay and hunger for him.
I throw a pillow on the door.

I am convinced and almost said yes.

We where making out he knows i am now hard and he just left like that?

Fuck him. No i will fuck him next time that he cannot walk and he cannot move so he will be mine for the whole day!

Why am i whinning and teary!

Fuck!

I need an  ice cream.

Today is sunday.
Laundry day.

I cleaned my beddings then removed them and placed them on my laundry bag.

I went to the laudrh on the lobby easg pamrt. No one washes yet. Am i early.
I greeyed the staff then i used 4 tubs one for my beddings, one for my poloshirts and one for my pants and the last for my under garments.

I asked the staff to take care of my clothes.
She likes doing staffs for me for i always gave her something everytime i gat bavk to get my laundry.

I went out and because it is Sunday, there are no supplies.

I opened our chat group.

Out for ice cream.
I posted a picture of my sandals.

I went to the mall and ignored my phone.

I am glad yhey are open. Now options soft or hard.

Cold stone corner is waving at me.
Blue berry cream cheeze one scoop vanilla one svoop. And hazelnut cocoa one scoop.

Each layer is filled with happiness.

My scoop run from top to the last layer. And it is so good.
Every scoop of mh spoon is filled witn happiness.

"Are we gonna let him?" I heard Nine bug pretended  i did not hear.
"Well it is not bad if that is enough." Benjamin said.

"Is he really eating that?" Shit that is Vee what the hell is he doing with Ben and Nine.

"Guys you want some?" I asked.

Benjamin frawned at me,

"He will come" Nine said.

I rolled my eyes and eat more.

"Enough" Mark warned.

"One last scoop " i said and scooped one and another, and another.

Noone talked but my spoon is snatched from me and my ice cream also.
I stand and get walked away.

"Dome" theh all said.

I run and ride my car i bet noone followed, na Leam saw me to the exiy.

I drive and hide.

Then i bought something for the laundry staff.
I reavjed the dorm annd gave the staff pizza, he is yjankful but said my clothes are taken by Pavel and Benjamin.

I opened my soor and they are all inside,  Ben, Nine, Bar, Vee, Mark and Gun.

"Leam thank you he is back in his dorm" Pavel said on the phone and closed it.

Why are you all here?" I aksed.

"Ice cream?" Nine said.

"Yeah just a bit frustrated so i craved for one." I said.

"Frustration, well, Pavel vpcan handle that." Bar said and pullled Mark and Gun out of my room.
Benjamin and Nine both said." Good luck"  Nine tapped me and Ben tapped Pavel.
Then Vee smirked and walked away.

"Frustrated?" Pavel aske.d

"Yup" i said and sit on my bed.

"So i run for scoop of happiness." I said and removed my sandals and wear slippers.

"Can i be that scoop of happiness." He said.

"You are the cause of frustration" i said and eolled my eyes,

He kneeled infront of me and rested his chin on my knees i wear walking shorts.

"I am the cause of frustration, then can i also vanish it." He kissed my knees yo my legs,

"Pavel stop" i said.

He spread my legs and make his way to hpget vloser to me.

"Syop sulking love."
I gulped.

"Sorry " he kissd my neck,
"I am so sorry"  his kiss moved from my neck to jawline to my mouth.

Devouring me.

I pushed him.

I am not on the mood anymore.

I moved away from him.

He sighed.

"Dome, it was impirtant." He said and hugged me.

"I cannot do this Pavel. Stop doing this to me." I said.

"Wahy?" He askd.

"We are best friends can we stay the way we used to be, without the kisses. This and sex."

He stood frozen.

I love you but i can never have you fullg untill i cannot. Let us be this way.

"Promise, i will eat healthy, moderate and congrolled on what is forbidden. Lesser ice cream and sweets. More healthy alternatives.  Sleep peoperly, less late coming home to my dorm. Call you when in trouble." I said.

"Take care" he said and walked to the door.

"Babe, drive safely" i said.

He looked back at me and smile.

"I always drive safe, i donog want you to take care of me in the hospital because of accident." He said.
He gave his most wonderful smile and leave.

Mh svoop of happjness.
His smile.
And the door closed.

Iam alone again.