Hi Guyth! Opo, mabilis na po ang takbo ng kwento ni Traea as in! Last 6 chaps after this. Sana magkaroon ako ng madaming time para tuloy tuloy ang update. Kasi after nito ni Traea, balik muna ulit ako kay Carleen at Raz :)
Anyway, happy reading! Please bear with me kasi toxic po talaga. Sorry kung walang oras ang update, naoopen ko lang naman po kasi ito twing may free time na madalas ay wala. Anyway, let us all be safe please. Let's pray for world peace.
Traea
Since I'm back, and a little more free, I always visit my family who went ahead of us. Kahapon isinama ko si Aiesa kaya lang takbo naman ng takbo. Kaya ngayon, ako na lamang muna ang pumunta.
Siguradong akong tuwang tuwa si Nanay ngayon sa anak kong saksakan ng kulit at daldal. Sabagay nga, wala namang mag-iisip na hindi totoong galing sa akin sa ang batang yun. Aside from her looks she took almost everything from me. Isa pa ay umalis akong akala ng lahat ay buntis ako.
Aiesa, my four year old little girl. Yes, I have a daughter. The reason why I am fighting to live well now. The reason of my being contented of everything. The reason why I am thriving so hard to be calm and live happily. My Aiesa.
Today, I'll visit alone dahil masyadong malikot si Aiesa at natatakot akong baka mapano sya. I'm sure Nanay will understand because maybe, my daughter in heaven is just as active as Aiesa. I can still picture a chubby little girl looking so much like the Seigfreids. Sa isip at panaginip ko kasi, sila ang kamukha pero mataba sya kaya alam kong anak ko sya.
I smiled and touched my heart. My daughter never leaves that place. She resides in my heart.
So I had an arranged an orchid bouquet with me, dinaanan ko pa ito sa malayong flower shop dahil ito ang paboritong bulaklak ni Nanay. I was humming a song while walking to my family's mausoleum but I was so shocked.
Nagulat ako sa naabutan ko.
"Ma'am?"
"Ma'am? Last time Mommy na ang tawag mo sa akin, bakit nademote sa Ma'am?"
I just smiled.
"I go home every year to visit my eldest son, at mula ng malaman ko ang nangyari sa Nanay mo, I also come here and pay a visit. I don't know what flowers she likes the most but I figured out she loves orchids. I also come here so I can bring something for my apo too."
Lumaki ang mata ko. Pagdako ng paningin ko, nakita kong may maliit na laruan at bulaklak rin ang maliit na puntod ng anak ko.
Gusto kong magtanong, gusto kong malaman kung paano pero wala namang nalabas sa bibig ko.
"Pandeia, greek goddess of full moon, daughter of Moon Goddess Selene."
Mrs. Seigfreid smiled at me so I seat beside her. She immediately hold my hands. She was and still so warm.
Her beauty did not age a bit. She's still regally beautiful.
"My father died when I was pregnant with my eldest. And just after a month, I also lost the baby. I do not know how to live then. My relationship with my husband is turning rocky too, I even saw him with the woman he knows I am so jealous with. I am slowly losing the grip. And for a year, I keep fighting by myself, na for a year, ako lamang mag-isa ang nagluluksa, na kailangan kong umiyak ng tahimik mag-isa."
"Dumating ako sa point na isinuko ko na. Na sabi ko, hahayaan ko na ang asawa kong magkaroon ng ibang pamilya. Na tatanggapin ko na, na ako lamang mag-isa. Na hihintayin ko na lamang na magkita kami ng anak kong patay na."
"Isang taon na kasama ko ang asawa ko, katabi kong matulog pero hindi ko kayang umiyak sa harap nya."
"At ngayon, ang mga anak ko, inuulit nilang lahat ang sakit na napagdaanan ko na."
