Mobsters Desire

X | I won

Elena's pov

"Parla con me." Translation: Talk to me.

Fettigness. Pounding against my head as if I hit my head really hard on something. Feeling my eyes twitch along with my body I felt sore. 
Wanting to open my eyes to see what's happening I couldn't. My eyes felt heavy, it seemed as if they were glued down.

"Fissalo e riportalo al posto. Ci sarò tra un po '." Translation: Secure it and take it back to the place. I'll be there in a bit. 

Cringing at the voice my head started to pound even more. Letting out a groaning sound of pain I tried to move only to feel weak as if my body was just limp.

'What the...'

"Elena?" 

Feeling his warm hand on my back I felt relaxed, it felt nice. So soft. Managing to open my eyes I was blessed to see a well dressed Luciano ready for the day. He smelled nice, he took a shower this morning. I wonder why he was in my room?

My throat felt stupid dry as if I never drank water in years. What happened to me last night? Trying to sit upright as slowly as possible Luciano leaned in, grabbing the cover and moving it up and that's when I noticed... I was naked. Even though I was feeling weak I managed to cling onto the sheets as I just stare down at it. Don't tell me I did something bad last night with him?!

"Don't worry tesoro I would never take advantage of you." Relaxing a bit I observe him as he reaches over to the nightstand to pick up a glass of water along with some pills.

"Last night you were pretty drunk..." Letting out a chuckle he hands me the glass of water. "Open up tesoro." Popping two pills into my mouth my lips touch the glass, drinking the water down I let myself relax as my thirst started to disappear. 

"D-Did I embarrass you?" I quietly asked as I set the empty glass of water down on the table. I don't remember what happened at all at the party. What I do remember was that I wasn't supposed to get lost or talk to anyone. I don't know the exact reason but it could be very bad. His facial expression was hard, he didn't seem to happy whatsoever.

"No."

Looking down at my lap I knew something happen, I may not have embarrassed him but I might have caused some drama.

"Tornerò presto." Translation: I'll be back soon.

Hearing his footsteps slowly disappear  from my room I continued to look at my lap. Confused and ashamed. This isn't who I am. Taking the sheets off of me I slowly stood up from the bed, being careful as I feel slightly dizzy. Walking into the closet I throw on a large shirt, covering my naked body.

What's weird is that even though we didnt have intercorse deep down I really wished we did. I don't know but being naked in front of him made me feel good? Well shy but like I felt kinda empowered in a way. It's weird to explain. 
If I had the courage I would have pulled him down in the bed with me and kiss him. I like him alot, I'm skeptical since he's a mobster but my heart just flutters. He's handsome and I want to give him a chance but I'm scared, what happens if I do? What could happen to my family? To me? What would my family think of me? Especially my father.

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Hours passed by, one minute it was morning the next the sun is setting down. I was hoping that Luciano would come back soon so I could talk to him but he hasn't shown up. 'He's handling business' is what Lorenzo said before he left four hours ago. 
During this time small flashbacks came back from last night making me slightly frightened but a little nervous. I remember what I said and did...