𝚁𝚘𝚌𝚔 𝙾𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚜/𝙸𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜

𝗡𝗲𝘄 𝗥𝘂𝗹𝗲𝘀 (𝗟𝗮𝗿𝘀 𝗨𝗹𝗿𝗶𝗰𝗵)

Talkin' in my sleep at night, makin' myself crazy
Out of my mind, out of my mind
Wrote it down and read it out, hopin' it would save me
Too many times, too many times

Sitting at the couch staring at the tv, really not paying too much attention to it seeing as I'm not suppose to be awake at this time I hear Estelle's door to her room open and her footsteps getting closer

"You want some company"

"I'd appreciate it if you don't mind"

As she sits down getting under the blanket with me I lay my head on her shoulder, just as we get comfortable I feel myself starting to cry and she's shushing me patting my hair

"Thinking about him again"

"It's like I can't close my eyes without seeing his face, I'm sorry if I woke you up talking in my sleep"

"It's okay, do you want me to stay up with you until you fall asleep" looking down at my distress figure

Nodding my head seeing as I don't want to talk anymore, we lay awake watching Married....With Children until I eventually fall asleep

My love, he makes me feel like nobody else, nobody else
But my love, he doesn't love me, so I tell myself, I tell myself

Flashback 4 months ago

"I love you, you know that" running a brush through his hair as he lays back into my chest

"Mm there's that love talk again outta you, have you been watching romance films" laughing

"So what if I have, what are you gunna do about it Lars" poking his cheek continuing to brush his hair

"We're in the tub y/n do you really wanna get bubbles and shit all over the floor"

"Maybe I want to get all soapy and make a mess in the bathroom" sucking on the spot just below his ear hearing him moan and seeing as he can't keep still it looks like I'm winning

"jeg vil ødelægge din rene lille kusse" turning around attacking me with kisses and not stopping until we're both done

Flashbacks ends

"Y/n you ready to go, glad to see you're finally becoming yourself again" Estelle walks in scrutinizing my look for tonight

"Yeah, lemme just finish my lips and we'll go" applying the finishing touches to my lips quickly I close everything following her out of the bathroom

Standing at the bar just minding my own business, I wait for Estelle to get the drinks far down until I swear I caught a glimpse of a familiar Danish man standing across the room no that can't be my mind is playing tricks on me, shit get ahold of yourself y/n you've come a long way to get where you are now

"Here you go seeing as you need this more than me I got you rum and coke, what's the matter"

"Nothing think my mind is playing tricks on me, thanks Estelle I don't know what I'd do without you and your patience"

"We're not gunna think about that, we're here to have a good time and get you back to normal. I love you babe and I told you I'd be there every step of the way" crushing me in a hug she squeezes my face to hers

"Now say you love yourself and I might let go" she demands

"I love you y/n, there happy even spoke in 3rd person" laughing she releases me guiding through the people to find a table to sit at