𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝗼𝐫𝐥𝐝

chapter 15

ZAHAVAHH POV:

"so z.." the therapist started to say "zahavahh" I said chuckling at how difficult she made my name seem "yes zahavahh how did you and zavii meet?" she asked

"well it was the first day of school and I was at startbucks getting my bestie and I some coffee and when I was walking out the coffee shop I ran into him yes physically" I said laughing

"then I started crying cause I was already having a bad day, buh he comforted me and was like hey Im zavii and I was like yea Ik you go to my school,

and he was like oh you that one girl that's on the basketball and volleyball team I be watching y'all games and I was like yea and blah blah blah .

after I got myself together he asked for my number so I gave it to him and he took me on a date and it went from there" I explained

"okay so why did you guys break up?" she asked zavii "cause I cheated" he said lowly wit his head down "what lead you to cheating?" she asked he sighed .

"my uncle died" he said and my eyes got wide cause I didn't know "and when he died I wasn't in the right mind so I was constantly arguing with zahavahh cause I was always high .

one night we were arguing and I walked out and went to the club next thing I know I wake up in my bed next to this treesh, then we you know again when we woke up and while we were doing that zahavahh caught us cause she walked in the room" he said while looking at mrs.davis .

"zahavahh do you have anything you would like to say about tht?" she asked me .

"zavii I didn't know your uncle passed, but why didn't you juss tell me instead of pushing me away?" I asked as a tear slipped out my eye

"cause I didn't wanna put my problems on you guh,.." he said before looking into my eyes

"zahavahh I love you with everything in me and your all I have left fr my mom barely talks to me anymore cause she doesn't like what I do, and my uncles dead, he was basically my dad

I'm sorry that I pushed you away and I couldn't see that you were juss tryna figure out what's wrong with me, I'm so damaged and I never really had anyone to love me, so when you came into my life it was a foreign thing to me

it wasn't my intentions to hurt you zahavahh your the love of my life" he said while tears slipt out .

real niggas cry! 💯

"zavii I already told you I forgive you, you've always known I'm not the type of person to hold grudges and i always take care of the ones I love,

good terms or bad, you know I'm not like these other females and I would never leave you just to leave, I'm always here for you and I hope you know tht" I told him he juss nodded.

"okay so are you gonna come back to therapy next week or are you gonna solve your problem right here?" mrs.davis asked.

"z i just want us back, it feels like I can't breath without you, your all I got cuh's, seeing you in that hospital bed everyday for 2 months broke me,

and the feeling that I could've lost you and we were on bad terms, g I juss don't want you to have any animosity towards me and Ik you said you forgive me but no one could ever fully forgive someone after th- he was saying before I cut him off by kissing him

"zavii I said I forgave you, but you gotta promise on everything you'll never do anything like that to me ever again you know I got abandonment issues" I told him holding his face

"z I've cried bookoo tears and I feel like a pussy, I promise mane" he said and I chuckled and nodded.

"so this problem is solved?" mrs.davis asked smirking I jumped a li cause I forgot she was there "yea" I said wit a small smile.