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𝙼𝚢 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚒𝚜, 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚍𝚘 𝙸 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝?

𝚆𝚊𝚛𝚖 𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚜,
𝙹𝚘𝚜𝚑𝚞𝚊 𝙼𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚠𝚜

I read it over a few more times, and sit back in my bed against the wall, taking a few deep breaths before I sit back up, pressing send.

I wait patiently for what seems like an eternity until he responds.

𝙹𝚘𝚜𝚑𝚞𝚊,
𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝! 𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚠𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚞𝚝. 𝚆𝚎'𝚟𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚗𝚘 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚍𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚕𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚊 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚘𝚛 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚞𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚜. 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚞𝚗𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚞𝚎 𝚒𝚝. 𝚂𝚘, 𝚠𝚎'𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚊 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚎 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚖, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚘 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚒𝚝. 𝚂𝚘, 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝.

𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚎𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚜 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚊 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚞𝚙𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚗𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚖, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚋𝚎 𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚕 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚎𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚞𝚙 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚠 𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚜, 𝚜𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚏𝚛𝚎𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚘 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖 𝚘𝚞𝚝, 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚔𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚘𝚙 𝚘𝚛 𝚙𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚋𝚢 𝚜𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚎𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚞𝚙𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜.

𝚂𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚢,
𝚃𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚜 𝙳𝚛𝚢𝚜𝚍𝚊𝚕𝚎
𝙰𝚜𝚜𝚘𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚏𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚘𝚛 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚎𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝙿𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚘𝚐𝚎𝚊𝚙𝚑𝚢 & 𝙸𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚐

I smile when I read that I'm free to go and help Maya with everything she's . I send out a quick 'Thank you'/'Will do' type of message in response and close my laptop, realizing that I haven't slept in 48 hours. Ugh.

I place my laptop onto my nightstand and open my phone. I quickly copy and paste the last email that he sent me to Maya, placing my phone back on my nightstand.

I finally put my head back onto my headboard and wall, and can quickly feel myself relaxing, so I get under my covers, and before I know it, I'm going into a deep, relaxing sleep.

I needed this.

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