The Red Song

Chapter 18 - Part Two

"I'm so sorry, Ian... I have no idea how you must be feeling right now." I bite my lip and he turns his head to look at me.

"Five years... She stole five years of my life." He's starting to get slightly angry right now.

"I know... What are you gonna do?" I ask him, but he doesn't answer me, he turns his gaze down again, so I keep going. "You said you're going to do what you should've done a long time again... What did you mean by that?"

He turns his face to look at me again. "I'm gonna make her pay." He looks really serious, like he's sure of what he's going to do next. And I know he's talking about Veronica.

"How? I mean... she didn't really commit any crime. She just paid someone off to leave the country." I sigh. "For what it looks like, she was just helping a friend get home."

He nods his head aside, like he's disagreeing to what I'm saying. "That doesn't mean she didn't commit other crimes..."

I frown, not sure of what he's talking about, so he continues. "I told you I used to party a lot at that time... I was... using... a lot." He pauses. "Where do you think I got all those drugs from?"

"I don't know, some drug dealer."

"A drug dealer." He emphasizes on the "a". "You see... Veronica and I are the same age, she's also thirty-five by now. She used to be a model before we'd met. And I don't know if you know how the modelling business works... If you're not in some big agency company by the time you're thirty, it's highly unlike it you might join it afterwards." He pauses. "Veronica was a beautiful woman, I mean... she still is. But all she got was just small paid off jobs as a model, so went she reached thirty... She knew she wouldn't get to where she wanted to anymore." 

He bites his lips. "And since she was a model and she was beautiful, she had contact with a lot of people like me... Hollywood is filled with people who wants to get out of their minds, and she knew a lot of them... So she began going out with them, and giving them drugs. Actors, models, politicians... Anyone you can think of, she deals to all kinds of people."

"Wow..." It's the only thing I manage to say.

So he continues. "So yes... She's been committing a crime for a long time now. "He pauses. "And maybe it's time for her to pay."

I bite my lip. "What do you have in mind?"

He sighs deeply. "I'll tell you all about it tomorrow... right now, I just want to forget about all of this."

He lays down, leaning his back against the mattress and puts his hands under his head. I follow him, doing the same, but leaning my head at his exposed chest. I didn't notice the feel of his chest muscles the first time I laid my head on him. I close my eyes remembering how he looked like with his shirt off... All the muscles in his abs, arms, back... He has such a beautiful – and hot - body. He takes his arms down once again to hold me and places a small kiss on top of my head.

"Thank you... so much for coming here with me. I don't think I would've had the strength do it by myself." His voice is low, almost a whisper.

I smile. "Of course... I'm here for you, for anything you need."

He puts his hand on my chin, turning my face up to look at him, he grabs one lock of my hair and puts it behind my ear, before putting his hand on my face gently. He looks at me carefully, like he's analyzing every detail on my face and begins to frown. "Why did you take so long to appear in my life? Why didn't you come sooner?" There's a trace of pain his voice. It makes my heart break and jump at the same time.

I sigh. "Maybe it wasn't meant to happen before..."

"Well..." He pulls my head closer to his, so we're staring at each other's eyes, deeply. "... I know what's meant to happen now."

He pulls my face even closer to him and places his lips on mine, kissing me softly so I can feel every taste of his mouth. He kisses me without urge, just enjoying it, flavoring it every step of the way. He begins to trail my arm with his hand, until reaching my waist. He squeezes it and pulls my body closer to his, so we're touching each other in every way we can.

I rub my hands through his back, under his shirt, feeling every muscle it in and he begins to pass his hands on my thighs. The feeling of his warm hands running through my body makes my body began to heat up and shiver. I stop kissing him and remove my shirt, exposing my breasts to him. He stares at me, looking at every detail on my exposed body and I can see the lust in his eyes. I reach his shirt to remove it as well because I want do the same thing. I want to see him, admire his body with his shirt off. 

As soon as he takes it, I trail my fingers through the muscles in his chest and abdomen, making him constrict his body at my touch, popping up his muscles even more. He reaches to touch my breasts as well and we just laid there, touching each other's body, before beginning to kiss again. I begin rubbing my body on his with urge and I can feel that his member is staring to get hard inside his shorts, I begin rubbing myself on it even more, feeling it get harder and harder.

He throws the blanket to the side and throws his body on top of mine, he begins rubbing his member on me himself and takes his mouth to my neck, kissing it and sucking it while his hand squeezes my right breast. I can sense my nipple getting harder to his touch and I can't help but moan, feeling his mouth trailing my neck with his tongue. He takes both my shorts and my panties off, so I am completely naked on the bed. He begins trailing his fingers through my sex, making me close my eyes hard with pleasure. 

The pleasure begins to grow as he begins to rub it faster and I moan loud, as he throws one of his fingers inside me. He begins letting it and out slowly and turns to kiss me again, this time, with more urge than before. I'm completely wet by now, so he removes his shorts as well and takes a condom out of it. He places on his member and looks at me, I bite my lip hard, acknowledging him to go through with it and he puts his member inside me, slowly. I moan louder and lock my fingernails in his arms hard, aware that it was going to leave a mark tomorrow.

He stops for a while and looks at me. "You're so beautiful, Samantha."

I bite my lips and he begins pushing himself inside of me, slowly, making me feel his entire length, over and over again. He begins placing little bites on my neck and makes a trail out of it to my arms. His little bites make me even more insane and I'm already dying inside. The feeling of his touch against my skin, of his mouth against mine, of our bodies intertwined, makes me want to close my eyes and appreciate the moment. The moment of us, together, as one. 

He begins to throw himself faster and faster inside of me and I can't seem to control it anymore. I feel it growing inside of me and at every touch, at every kiss, at every look, my body begins to undo; I moan louder, locking my fingernails even deeper in his skin and he closes his eyes hard.

"Let's do it together". He says, while he begins to throw himself even harder inside of me, moaning, until we both lost control.

He slows down his movements as I regain awareness of myself after our orgasm and he crashes on top of me. He's still inside of me when he laid his head against my chest, hearing every heartbeat of mine, which is still out of rhythm. He breathes heavily against my skin and the warmth of his breath makes me shiver.

He places small kisses on my breast and I begin trailing his hair with my fingers, feeling its softness.

He raises his head, still on top of my body, to look at me. "You're everything I've ever asked for." His words make my heart melt and I can't help but smile.

"And you're mine." He smiles back, hearing me say it and gets closer to my lips, kissing me slowly, while caressing my cheekbones.

He turns to the side, lying on the bed and pulls my body closer to his, until we're hold in a spoon. He holds me really close, like he's afraid to let me go, like I'm going to run away. I can feel the sweat dripping down from his abdomen and chest, and getting my back all wet, but I don't mind. I don't mind, because right now, being in his arms, is the only place I want to be.

I feel his breathe close to my earlobe, until he whispers. "Good night, babe."

I don't remember if I fell asleep before I got to answer him or after, but what I do know, is that for the first time in these past few days, I got to sleep with a big smile on my face.