Playing With Fire

Chapter 13

FlashBack

"Daddy it's just a party!" I pleaded with my dad for the hundredth time tonight.

"No it's gonna be boys there!" My dad was irritated now but I'm an only child and a daddy's girl.

"I knoow daddy but-"

"But nothing Kayla now go take that shit off gone try and hide under a robe lil girl got me fucked up. Tear hah ass up and a nigga go to jail on some real shit..." my dad walked off.

I sucked in a deep breath and followed my dad. "Daddy this isn't fair I never go anywhere and the one time I ask to leave you put me on Lockdown. If I aint know any better I'd say you ain't trust me." I said with my hands on my wide hips.

"Little girl you ain't grown so you better get them hands off them hips before I beat them off. And for your information I'm not letting my daughter go to no damn party so some lil wanna be thug can feel on her body." My dad said rubbing his temples.

"Mommy?" I whined.

"Dont call yo momma lil gurl the he-"

"Baby dont be like that she's 14 let her have some fun." My mom said kissing

on his neck. My dad was a softie when it came to my mom

**At The Party**

"Anna come on let's go man." I said dragging my best friend into the house party.

"Dont rush me damn." Once we was in the party all you smelt was alcohol, weed, and sweat.

"Imma go and get something to drink Anna you coming?"

"No imma go to the bathroom. Be right back."

The kitchen was the emptiest place in the house except for like two or three people. And immediately I noticed them right off the the bat.

Lloyd, Q, and Man I only knew who they was because Anna lowkey talk to Man and of course Lloyd is a well know King Pin and its no secret Q and Man help him run the south.

"Wassup lil bit? You want a drink?" I smiled at Man this nigga forever calling me lil.

"Nope biggie I'm good!" Once i was up close to him weed over took my nose.

"Damn Man you need to lay off the weed nigga." My face was scrunched up and everything.

"Shut up lil bit this my nigga Q and this my nigga Lloyd. " he pointed them out. I hummed my acknowledgment.

"Damn bitch that bathroom line hella long then this bitch had the nerves to cut in fornt of me like damn hoe." Anna wrapped her arms around my waist from the back. She didnt event acknowledge Man's presence that nigga was looking like he smelled something fouler then foul.

"Hey Q, Hey Lloyd!" Lloyd murmered a wassup and Q was laughing under his breath.

"Q man shut the fuck up laughing aint shit funny!" Man got a little anger management problem. Lloyd was being creepy staring all upside my head and shit.

"Mothafucka i laughed so it must be funny!"

"Dude get fuc-"

"Man dont start no shit cause you in yo chest over some shit you did."

"Shut up i aint trynna hear that shit. And get yo ass off lil bit like y'all fucking on some real shit."

"Yea about that lil bit and i are going public something yo ass couldnt do so that whole lil shit we was doing its dead me and my wife dont got time for bullshit. " ooh Man is going to kill this damn girl.

"Prove it!" Q said before anybody could respond and we did me and my best friend was tonguen the fuck out of each other although sue lying to Man my best friend and i have experimented a couple of times her head game on point.

I felt my arm being snatched and me being dragged. I saw Man and Anna in the kitchen Man was mad he had my best friend thrown up against the counter by her neck. I tried to break loose but this nigga .

"Um excuse me Mr KingPin can you let go of me?" i never did get answer but I got my black ass dragged into a empty bedroom and thrown on a big ass bed.

"What was that shit you kissing bitches and shit. The fuck wrong with you?"

"Um again excuse me Mr. KingPin last time i checked you werent my daddy nor am I your so i can kiss who ever th-" I stopped talking as Lloyd started pulling off his shirt.

"What are you doing?" i crawled to the head of the bed so there was distance between us.

"You are MINE incase you aint know. I been watching you-" slowly but surely Lloyd took off his pants and soon after his boxers. "- and imma tell you this one time and one time only. If you kiss, look, text , hug, or even breathe in the presence of another nigga without my permission that's both y'all asses."

A squeak left my mouth when Lloyd grabbed me by my leg and drugged me to the middle of the bed where he was. Seeing how i had on a mini skirt- dont ask me why, but because of that Lloyd had a clear shot of my pussy.

'Thanx again Anna for forcing me to freeball tonight'. "Your MINE I own you, your mind, body and soul. But tonight I am Your daddy,and daddy said open up!"

*Flash Back Over*

I wanna say I regret everything from that night but I cant. That night Man was shot down like a wild animal, Anna was with him that night whoever did it killed Anna before going after Man.

My bestfriend my other half died at 16. Her family was so devastated by it the moved as far away as possible. I havent heard from them since.

Man was shot eight times but he lived. He's been in a coma for almost four years. Lloyd pays his hospital bills faithfully and makes sure theres always someone he knows and is most likely to remember in the room.

I may sound awful for saying this but I wish it had been Man instead of Anna. Dont get me wrong I love Man too but I miss her so much and she had a bright future, she was a child prodigy, a genius. I just never got the chance to say bye!

Staring down at my son my heart couldnt help but ache. I keep running from Lloyd because I dont wanna loose anyone else to this lifestyle.

I sighed watching my son sleeping comfortably in his father arms as Lloyd whispered stuff in his ear as he rocked him.

"Lloyd im scar-"

"Dont start Kayla I told you I got y'all."

"Like you had Man!"

"Watch it."

"No this is a serious fucking problem innocent people always get hurt in this lifestyle are you really willing to risk our kids!" Lloyd gently placed our baby back in his crib before turning back to me.

"Outside now!" I knew better then to argue with him in our son room. But once we hit the hall...

"First dont you ever in yo fucking life mention Man on again. Second little girl I want you to remember that I made these kids with you whatever the fuck the problem is build a bridge and run the fuck over it understood?"

By now Lloyd was in my face highly pissed. But I standing by my word I wont let my kids get mixed up in this bullshit.

"No!"