Playing With Fire

Chapter 7

IM REALLY IRRITATED AND WRITING HELPS ME LET SOME STEAM OFF SO I GUESS YOU GUYS GOT TWO CHAPTERS THIS WEEK. AND IM SORRY ITS SO SHORT.
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~Chapter 7~

"Kayla wake up we not done talking about this babe. Get up bae please."

Lloyd was plastering little kisses all over my face and getting on my fucking nerves.

"No Lloyd im through talking about this." I said turning my head away from his shower of kisses.

"But baby I love you please please can we just finish talking?" he was pulling me up from the bed.

"Lloyd stop before you wake up Jr." I whined as he continued to pull on me.

"No I wont if you just get up ma please? Baby just a little bit okay please?" I let him dragg me into the living room.

"What?" I said letting my sleepiness drip through my voice.

"I'll be better I promise please baby I love you."

"You've said the same thing over and over again. I fell for it twice but I wont fall for it again Lloyd.  You dont love me or our baby-"

"That's bullshit man you know I love and our unborn child. This shit just been hard."

"No you dont love me Lloyd you love the idea of me mothering your child."

"Same thing."

"No it's not the same fucking thing Lloyd. You dont love our child you love the idea of having a family. What happened to your family was truly fucked up but this is bullshit. "

I starred at Lloyd pissed as fuck that he could sit here and lie to me. All I want is for him to tell the truth, to just be honest with me. And in all honestyhe loved Mia he wanted Mia thats why she's been with him for the longest.

"Im in love with you and I love my child Kayla."

"No your not you in love the fact that I can be what she wont. You got love for me but your in love with her. If it came down to it and I wasnt pregnant and you choose between us who life you'd save you would choose Mia."

Lloyd looked conflicted and I understand why. I just dont wanna do this anymore.

"I dont think we should keep this baby." Lloyd head shot up so fast he was pissed and I could tell.

"I'll kill you." Lloyd charged me and I wuickly run behind the couch.

"I'm sorry we can keep it Lloyd im sorry." I said putting my hand in front of myself.

"Dont you ever say that shit again. I dont ever in yo life say that shit again cause on my soul I'll kill yo silly ass."

Lloyd and I was going in circles . He looked like death and his eyes. Q always said when ever Lloyd got ready to kill somebody he got a evil look in his eyes that made his victims cower away.

Me starring in his eyes gave him enough time to reach me. He held my upper arms and forced me to look deeper into his eyes.

"This is not what you want Kayla. I dont care what me and you go through dont ever bring our child into it." he said starring at me dead in the eyes.

"Okay. But can we both admit we need time? You still testing the waters with Mia and I know as much as this is going to hurt you my and Q have chemistry." Lloyd was about to interrupt me but I rushed the rest out.

"Just let us experiment and if your uncomfortable we'll be done. I'll leave Q alone and you can have whatever kind of relationship you want between us. Deal?"

Lloyd looked liked he was deep in thought before eventually answered.

"Deal."

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