☁️ 𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐬, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬☁️

Im about to have a fucking breakdown

I swear to god I'm about to cry because I'm so frustrated.

So ever since I was little (Hamilton was created in 2015, so in 2016) I have ALWAYS dreamed of seeing Hamilton, every Christmas& birthday I had I have always wished for Hamilton tickets.

Until Disney announced that they was going to put it on Disney plus, I was so happy.

My mother said she would leave me alone to watch it by myself because she knows how much this meant to me but this bitch:

She was making a salad in the kitchen using a glass bowl and talking on the phone with her friend, she talks loud because of her airpods

It was over in 20 minutes and I really wanted it to just be the TV noise, she comes to the kitchen and stays their for the rest of the 20 minutes talking.

I kept telling her can she go back in her room and talk their but all she said was "shut up girl-"

She even laughed when Philips last scene came on because:

"why did she scream like that"

And I was cry my fucking eyes out, the baby just died and she laughed-

She then went to her room and blasted music in their not closing the door, I told her that I couldn't hear anything

(The volume was on fucking 70)

I asked 3 times can she turn it down and said:

"be quite you can just watch the whole thing all over again, Hamilton isn't that big of a deal to you"

Wow. That hurt my already broken trauma heart-

So I just watched the rest while she fell asleep with THE MUSIC ON- and made her a cheese burger after

Yeah that was my 300 word rant about July 3rd