Find Yourself

Chapter 2

Disclaimer

In no way do I own these characters, or does this have to do with the show, Love, Victor. This is a fan-made version of events that occur after the cliffhanger from Season 1. The rights of the characters go to their respective owners. The events that happen in this fan-made fictional story go to me: Aaron Clawson.

WARNING!!

This chapter contains spoilers for Leah on the Offbeat, By Becky Albertalli! If you have not yet read Leah on the Offbeat, turn back now!!

You were warned!!

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     Felix tried his hardest to get to Pilar before she got back into her apartment. He ran all the way back to the building, letting the midnight air hit his face, only to find Pilar already opening the door. All he knew was that he had to talk to her before she got home. He knew that the only way to help Victor was to speak to Pilar first. Seeing her opening the door, Felix stopped and yelled, "PILAR!" He screamed to make sure that he got her attention.

     "What the hell do you want, Felix?" Pilar asked, sounding annoyed as she let go of the handle on the front entrance of the apartment building. Felix ran the rest of the way to her and stopped slumped over, putting his hands on his knees to catch his breath when he does. "Pilar, we need to talk," Felix said, panting as he was trying not to have an asthmatic attack. "No Felix, we don't! It isn't my fault that Victor cheated." Pilar snapped at her friend as she turned around to open the door once again.

     "Pilar!" Felix snapped back, grabbing her shoulder to get her attention again, "Victor didn't was figuring stuff out, it's not fair to just treat him like he ruined your whole world, because..." Felix trailed off thinking about how to proceed and keep Pilar outside, she was going to be the easy one to talk too, "Victor's whole world has been torn apart, he didn't want to admit that he is gay even." 

     Pilar was now looking at him as he spoke, interested in where this conversation was going. Felix continued and pointed towards the front stoop and continued talking, "When he came out to me, we were sitting right there. Victor couldn't even look at me in the eyes when he told me, he made me turn around. His sexuality shouldn't be this big of a deal, especially if you love him. He is still the same Victor that you grew up with, the same brother who brought you that slice of pizza when you found out about your mom's affair."

     "Felix, I don't care if Victor is gay or not. What I care about is that Victor lied to Mia and kissed Benji behind her back." Pilar spat, letting go of the door and sitting on the front porch. "I can't say as to what Victor was thinking when he kissed Benji, but maybe it was to figure out if he REALLY was gay or not, and I agree, he should have told Mia before anything else happened with Benji, but Victor has been in a confusing place for some time. Pilar," he pauses, looking her in the eyes, "he needs you right now. Especially after how your parents reacted, his whole world fell apart around him." Felix nudges her and smirks and asks in a cocky way, "Do you think that you could be there for him?" Pilar rolls her eyes and says, "I think I can forgive him, he always forgives me."

     "Ok, let's get you inside." Felix says as he stands up and then his phone goes off, "Ding," "Ding," "Who is that?" Pilar asks as she stands up.

     "FELIX!! Heard about Victor, call me in the morning." - Lake

     "It's Lake, I will call her in the morning," Felix says making sure his friend is ok. Pilar walks into the building before stopping at the door to say, "Felix, come inside with me. I think my parents need to hear what you told me."