𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐀𝐥𝐩𝐡𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐭 𝐁𝐨𝐲 | 𝐲𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐲𝐮

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dear yeonjun,

you'll probably read this after your surgery, or you won't. whatever. i still wouldn't know that (or will i?)

i'm sorry i didn't get to see you one last time before you leave. i don't think i can handle seeing you go again. so yeah, i'm a coward.

i told soobin to give you this letter because i don't have the actual courage to do it myself.

i made this shit at 2 am so please bear with my crappy midnight attitude.

first of all,

i like you.

there. i said it. or wrote? fuck i don't know. i feel like i should tell you this because if i don't, my brain will probably bust a vein from thinking about it.

i like you not as a friend, or brother, or classmate. i like you as a person. i like LIKE you.

i like how you nag me all the time. i like how you always tell me not to worry. i like how you seem to know everything about me. i like how you're selfless.

and i'm sorry. for all the mess i've caused.

take your time and just rest there. i won't go anywhere. i'll wait here until you come back. i promise that.

so take care of yourself, asshole.

beomgyu.

p.s.
thanks for giving me
your voice recorder.
now i'll just listen to
your voice when
i miss you.