Taekook Oneshots

Song

I guess this is my chance. I did think of saying it to him through a song. But I thought it would stupid. But I guess this could turn better than expected. I'm nervous though.

Nervous if jungkook actually felt bad or he just doesn't care. But I don't mind tho, whatever reactions he have I don't care anymore. I'm letting him go anyways.

Even if it hurts me.

I raise my hand and catched the mc's attention .

"great! Everyone please give him around of a applause!" everyone clapped as I stood up.

The others look at me with a smile while jimin and jungkook gives out a blank face. I just sighed.

I go up the podium and ask for a guitar. One of the staff brings a guitar from the back I take it thanking her quietly.

I looked at the guitar and remembered how jungkook taught him the guitar. How gentle jungkook held his hand while Strumming it. And the way he hums softly in my ear.

I miss those days.

Istand near the mic. The other people present looks at me expectantly. I take a deep breath closing my eyes. Thinking about our memories we had back then. Sweet memories.

I loved him so much. I still do but...

Ilock my eyes with jungkook who looks at me blankly.

I need to let him go.

"hi uhm...im Kim taehyung and this is a song for a special Someone. I wanted to tell this for a long time. I made this song just for this moment. Hope you like it." i said with a small smile. I gave him one last glance as I start playing the guitar.

The crowd quiet down making the sound of the guitar filling the whole place. I took a deep breath and started singing.

I've been holding my breath
I've been counting to 10
Over something you said

I looked at him, he looks at me with cold eyes. I give out a sad smile. I still remembered how jungkook always compliment me how good I was in singing but it's nor the same anymore.

I've been holding back tears
While you're throwing back beers
I'm alone in my bed
all those nights I spent on
the cold lonely bed which
used to be ours but it will
soon belong to you and him.
l always waited for him.
Every night but he..
You know what, I'm afraid of change
Guess that's why
We're still the same
We never cuddle or smile at each other.
So tell me to leave
I'll pack my bags
Get on the road

His eyes open wide. He must have gotten a hint about what l'm gonna say. He knew it was about him.

Find someone that loves you
Better than I do
Darling I know

I look at jimin before I look at jungkook again. He looks so surprised. He now knows what I am declaring.

I know jungkook.
I know Everything
Cause you remind me everyday
I'm not enough
How you smile with him.
Kiss him. Cuddle with him.
Leaving me on my own on
rainy nights with heavy thunder.
Feels like a lifetime
Just tryna get by
While we're dying inside
I've done a lot of things Wrong
Loving you being one

I soon tear up letting them fall. The others gasp. I could feel their pity on me. Jungkook eyes tell me that he is sorry. He is guilty. Its too late.

But it cant be undone.
But I can't move on
Cause I don't want to let you go.
I know I am selfish
but what can I do.
I love you too much
You know I,
I'm afraid of change
Guess that's why
We're still the same
So tell me to leave
IIl pack my bags
Get on the road
Find someone that loves you
Better than I do
Darling I know
Cause you remind me everyday
I'm not enough but I still stay
If you want me to leave
Then tell me to leave
And baby I'll go

I finish the song wiping my tears. The man from earlier takes my place. I approach my friends and they all look at me. Pity is what they feel for me right.

Even jimin also felt pity and jungkook, I can see him feeling so bad for what he acted to me.

I let out a dark chuckle. "l'm sorry I gotta go"

I was about to walk out the door but someone grabbed my wrist. I already knew who it was.

"tae...lets work things out" jungkook said, his voice full of pity.

I looked at him and gave him a sad smile, I then held his hand one last time.

"it's too late now, I can't bear myself get hurt anymore..

Im letting you go"

I said and let go of his hand and walked out.

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Heyyy guyssss!
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Cause the most of it is written by her and I just added a few touches 😊

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For making my book covers! It's really cute!

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