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mark is against the idea at ffirst but comes around when he notices just how unsatisfied donghyuck is when they fuck.

After a week of Donghyuck seeming upset at Mark, Mark was able to tickle and admission out of the younger man. Unfortunately as the final words slip from his mouth, the light and playful atmosphere deadpans and you could definitely hear a pin drop.

Mark was openly against the idea. He had no problem letting Donghyuck know that he thought letting another man into their private affairs would only make a relationship worse but he still didn't make any effort to suggest alteration in their sex, which was Donghyuck's main goal anyway. He could live without a threesome, he just wanted to be able to be fucked (or probably fuck) and experience something new every time.

Two weeks passed and Mark was unmoved. It was actually starting to take a toll on their relationship as neither (mostly Mark) were able to bring themselves to get intimate with the other.

If Mark was every horny, he was left to reminice on when he and Donghyuck actually used to have sex. It was only then that he noticed just how noticeably upset or unsatisfied Donghyuck looked sometimes.

It made him insecure, he hated Donghyuck constantly bringing up new things they should do, when he felt he was giving his all. Vanilla sex is good the first few times, but maybe there wasn't much harm in branchig out.

He was starting to think a bit, maybe he had been too adamant when all Donghyuck probably wanted was for him to listen.

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"no, i want u to practise with me now."

they fuck.

it meshes into jeno fucking them. jeno fucks mark and mark blows donghyuck. they all have butt plugs in.

Mark seats himselfs merely a palm away from his boyfriend. As they sit on the edge of their shared bed in silence, Mark's mind is moving like clockwork.

Donghyuck swears he can hear it.

Fuck it. He tries to erase nerves but to no avail. "I'm sorry that you aren't able to enjoy our sex the way I do. I'm sorry that I haven't been able to give you the satisfaction you've been asking me for."

Mark feels like shit. Voicing his insecurities and downfalls openly isn't the easier task in life but there's an added like of shame when it comes to a topic like this. Not being able to please your partner or being afraid to, in a way they'd mostly appreciate. He felt almost worthless.

Donghyuck places his palm over Mark's trembling hand.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault. I always felt like I just can't be adventurous so I just hoped you'd forget about it some day. I'm sorry for not taking your feelings into consideration or even talking about mine."

He pauses. His heartbeat accelerates.

"It's just me.... I'm not good at it." He squeezes his eyes shut and a few heavy tears fall lose.

Donghyuck is on him in an instant, straddling his hips and hugging into his frame. "Baby, it's not you. It really isn't." He reassures into the older body's shoulder and neck area, placing faint kisses in between words.

Donghyuck feels Mark's body shudder a bit as he believes more tears have fallen. Only viewing from his perspective, he didn't really realize how much of a toll it would take on Mark's confidence.

He retracts, grabbing Mark's damb cheeks and staring into his glossy eyes. "I love you. It's not your ability. You've always been good. I just wanted to try something new and you never really gave me the chance. But I'm sorry for not keeping more of your emotions in mind." He pecks his boyfriend's borderline chapped lips. He tastes the salt from his tears and pecks at it again, not minding the taste.

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