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Okay

I

Have

A

Problem

And

I

Don't

Know

What

To

Do

About

It

I

Think

I

Need

Help

But

I

Don't

Know

How

To

Ask

.........................

It's

Very

Complicated

Nowadays

I

Really

Hate

That

And

It's

Kinda

Rough

Not

Gonna

Lie

..............................

I'm seriously not feeling okay. My stomach is killing me a whole bunch. My back has been giving me problems all day, and my neck is so stiff. I can barely move, it seems. I guess it's because I haven't eaten. And boy, let me tell you something. My grandmother keeps arguing with me about me not wanting to eat. I keep saying because I'm not hungry, but she FORCES me. And I don't like that at all. Some of you would understand this, right? If not... I don't know, man. It's just too much for me. It's also midnight right now, so I might fall asleep soon. But I don't know, I stay up until like five or six and then I pass out, when I should've just stayed sleeping. Because no one really talks anymore, so I just stay on here and read, do my books, or go do something else on my phone. I have also started to wait on my friend to respond to me now, and it kinda takes forever. If you saw in the other posts, about the one with the friend, you should understand. And I get so scared when they don't respond to me. I wonder if I'm boring, or if they're okay. I wonder if I messed up somehow and if everything is alright. Yet I sometimes see them talking to someone else and they haven't talked to me. I mean, I'm not trying to seem like a bitch or anything right now, but still.

I'm going to stop talking before this gets long (it already is, so, eh).

Thanks for coming to my little rant or whatever it's called.... Although you shouldn't have wasted your time doing that.

I'ma go now-