Randomness/Nothing Important

=÷=÷=÷=

I'm useless.

That's what I have to say.

I'm just useless.

Worth nothing.

No one cares.

I wanna die.

But I made a promise that I wouldn't kill myself.

So I think I should pray.

But maybe not.

People say they'll be here when I need.

That's a lie...

But since I can't kill myself.

I might as well...get drunk.

Yes, it sounds wrong.

I know I'm only 12.

But why should that matter?

Nothing matters to me or anyone anymore.

So it should be fun.

I might get drunk.

Who knows?

Sounds wrong, right?

My mind is telling me...

"Do it."