Randomness/Nothing Important

Hmm

So...today was fun.

It was hell...

I'm smiling.

It's fake..

I'm happy.

That's a lie...

I'm trying to be motivated to do something.

I'm clueless...

I'm busy.

I'm just wishing someone would talk to me...

I'm writing this for no reason.

I'm actually doing it to say that I'm not fine...

Some people reply to me.

Yet they act like they're busy, but I can see that they're talking to someone else...

You all say that you're going to be here if I need you.

Where are you when I DO need you?..