Saturday 30th May 2020:
I NEED A BINDER OR IM GOING TO FUCKING DIE I FEEL SO DYSPHORIC AND SHARK WEEK IS COMING NEXT WEEK AS WELL AGGHHAHAHAGAGABVAHAAHAVAVAHAGAGAHHAH.
Well now thats off my chest.
I've been going sailing a lot lately. Like dinghy sailing. It makes me feel masculine i guess. Also its calming. But I do it with my dad and he can get a bit grumpy when i do stuff wrong.
so far he's basically just been ignoring me coming out. except a couple of days ago, i was sitting with my mum and he walked in and he was like "hello girls" and the way he said it he just put so much emphasis on the "girls" bit and it made me sad.
i need to do something. i go back to school on monday and this is what usually happens every day for me now
9AM: watch tv and go on my phone for hour
7PM: "i should do something useful" stays looking at my phone anyway
10PM: gets up to go do something useful.
10:05 PM: parents tell me to just go to bed
10:10 PM go to bed and stare at my phone
3AM fall asleep
Well thats about all i do
Pride month starts soon tho thats cool
~alyx
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