Biffa x Xisuma and others

Ok, hear me out..

Lately, I've been thinking, thinking like mad of something that could change this acc and me
Somebody told me that Xisuma don't like to be shipped, and i though.. does this mean I have to stop?

I have been thinking way too much and got myself kinda stressed, I know I'm taking a break on my other book as well and bla bla bla.. but THIS is really a something to stress me with
Should I stop making fanfics with X included if it's a shipfiction? I created this acc thinking it would be based on some hermitcraft things, Biffsuma to be exact. This really made me loose my breath and to be honest, I'm not too good at the moment. A extra cherry of stress on the icecream of other stuff,

I'll be honest, i do think I made a little mistake making this, I'll blame myself for reading so many fanfics about X and there's nothing I can do now. I think I'll leave to you guys, but remember! I'll keep writing other ships if possible
I mean maybe my whole acc gets banned and I won't be able to post anymore, I love to writs Biffsuma and really do not want to give up but, something tells me to, so leave it in the comments

Biffsuma or not

BTW Ren if your reading this could you dm me on insta? I think this would be a good situation with the help of you, if you don't mind ofc.