Alpha - Book 1

Bathtub ✔️ +18

" Let me talk to her." My wolf asked, making me even more angry. It was because of him that I got so out of control, he made me even more excited, and now there is no way to fix what was done. I was about to get into an argument with him, when I felt her wrap me up in her arms, hugging me, stroking my hair with one hand while stroking my back with her fingertips with the other.

Y/N's POV

"Sssh, it's okay Kookie, I'm sorry, I was just a little upset because I thought you didn't want me to... You don't need this anymore okay, I'm here, to satisfy you in all the necessary and possible ways you and your wolf wants. But knowing that you never even used them makes me extremely happy." I said moving away a little to look at his innocent little eyes full of tears and his pretty pink nose, making me angry with myself for making my mate cry.

" Really?" He asked me, blinking a few times, making him look even more perfect, while a trace of a smile appeared on his beautiful lips. " Yes, I am extremely happy to know that you will be completely mine in every way, if you allow me to." I spoke, stroking my mate's gorgeous face while he leaned into my touch.

" Of course, I mean, who wouldn't? I have been waiting for this for so long .." He started to speak looking nervous and lost in his own thoughts, but before he could finish I kissed him again, holding him tight on either side of his legs and pulling him close to me.

In a few seconds we were in bed, hands all over the place in a desperate kiss, as if our life depended on it. We were panting and the room had our smells so intensely mixed that maybe everyone in home was feeling it.

But at the moment the only thing I could think of was to knot him until he was carrying my puppys, my wolf is trying to take control as well as his, I can feel our connection much more intense, pulling us together like magnets. But I needed to stay in control, I couldn't be too rude to him, since this is our first time, I want everything to be perfect, even though I want to feel him around me here and now. 

"Fuck him hard, while you pump that delicious ass of his, maybe you better let me take over, so I could choke him and spank his ass, until he had my hand imprinted on his skin. I would mount him and only stop when he's passed out beneath me." My wolf spoke, taking me by surprise. "What the fuck are you talking about? Do you want me to hurt my mate?  This is his first time for the love of the goddess"  I asked my wolf stopping my movements, before she answered Jungkook whined, making me turn my attention to him.

-    What's wrong Kook?

" It's okay if you don't want me, I mean... if you don't want me that way, you don't have to... I know I'm not the kind of omega people expect, maybe I'm not that cute and slim, but I can decrease a little the workout and be more like Tae maybe? He answered me trying not to look directly at me and my slightly limp cock, thanks to the comments of my wolf who apparently got craze.

" I know what my mate wants, ask him if I'm right or not."  My wolf told me, and I even thought about ignoring her comments, but now that she managed to kill the mood I need to explain to my cute little mate what happened. After sitting back against the headboard I pulled my mate onto my lap, making him straddle me, holding his face with both of my hands, making him look me in the eye.

"I'm only going to say this once, I'm going to let go of your face now, but I want you to keep looking me in the eye,  understood?" I asked, and to my surprise he responded with a "yes Mistress" and continued to stare at me even after I pulled him closer, maybe a little too quickly." I'm sorry my beautiful omega, I didn't mean to.. stop, but before I explain what happened, I want to make it very clear that if you dare to think remotely about changing who you are, whether inside or out, just to fit into some kind of aesthetic pattern or just to please me I'll bent you over my knee and spank you so much that you'll remember me,  whenever you sit, for a week." I spoke, seeing his face go completely red as I felt my thigh getting wet, and the scent of his arousal starting to spread more intensely, making my cock start to get hard again. 

Focus Y/N , maintain focus.

" Was I clear babyboy?" I asked and soon he answered me again, with my new favorite phrase.Pleased with my little omega's response, I proceeded to explain what had happened, and I could see him getting redder and redder, and as soon as I finished speaking he suddenly turned a little pale. "Is my wolf right ? Do you want to feel pain?" I asked, feeling a little uncomfortable with the idea, but if my mate really wanted this I would look for the best way to satisfy him.

"Yeah, I mean no, I don't necessarily want to be in pain, I just don't want you to be too concerned about being gentle and kind, I want you to do with me whatever you feel like, and she was right about doing it ... you know, hard.. and for you to choke me and I think it would be nice if we did it in wolf form at some point too. Actually I thought you already imagined something like this, after all I was the one who chose the primal play  theme for our BDSM homework together, and I remember saying that I wouldn't mind if my mate was interested in it."  He answered me surprising me.

" I remember that but I thought...I didn't think...you're really into it ? But then, why the " mistrees" ? "