breaking point

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i think i might have lost it
lost it all
i'm certain i've reached my breaking point
so far to retrieve it all
you know just like how they used to paint the wall
i can never see the end of it all
how so?
i'm thinking
thinking so hard
no more words
no more extravagant words
no more expressive extravagant words
no more fucking expressive extravagant words
how?
why can't i feel this pain anymore?
why can't i write down this anguish anymore?
i never had everything planned out for me
but this feels worse
but why do i feel like i'm sinking?
when from the start
i already didn't have anything planned for me
how can i feel myself sinking?
floating adrift
to where?
god knows
i don't want to find out either

thank you
treat yourselves well.

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⏰ Last updated: May 16, 2020 ⏰

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