My Source of Happiness [COMPLETED]

🔷 9 - Company 🔷

[Angin's POV]

If there's one word I could describe myself now...

... it's lonely.

Yeah, I feel lonely. Even though I could see my family everyday. Even when Lucky's always by my side.

I just miss all the bonding experience I had with my family. I miss everything I do with my family. That energetic and spirited family I knew before all these would happened that'll break the bond we had.

Well, like I said, everything won't go back the way it was used to be. In life, there's no reset button, no pause, nor a reverse button. Everything just keeps continuing to move forward.

I guess, I'll just have to be persistent. Continue to be determined, positive, and optimistic. I have to stay like this, I can't let myself nor my family down now. I'm positive that one day, all these pain would go away, and my family and I would still share the same bonding experience like before.

"Do you understand what I'm saying right now, Lucky?" I asked, as I stared at our pet, dog. Lucky only whined softly as he tilted his head to the side.

I sighed lightly. "Probably not." I said, chuckling slightly afterwards. I heaved a long, deep sigh before facing the ground, feeling a bit empty.

"I hope everything would turn out okay again..." I gloomily mumbled, tears started forming from the corner of my eyes.

I felt Lucky placed his head on top of my shoulder, like he's hugging me. I sniffled, wrapping my arms around him and hugged him tight. I noticed him moved away slightly and started licking away the tears from my eyes.

I giggling silently, gently brushing his fluffy hair on his head afterwards. "Thank you for keeping me company, Lucky..." I genuinely stated, a small smile forming on my lips.

"I miss big brother..." A heavy sigh escaped from my lips. "Should I go and check on him?" I asked Lucky, making his tail wagged as a response to yes.

I smiled at him. "Alright," I said, standing up from the ground. "I'll go and check up on him." I added, with a determined look plastered on my face. "Hopefully he would answer me..." I mumbled, as I went upstairs to his room.

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Knock! Knock! Knock!

"Big brother? Are you okay?" I asked. "Can I come in?"

There was a moment of silence, before I heard footsteps coming from my big brother's room. A second later, his doorknob unlocked, then slowly, his door was slightly opened, with my big brother peeking through the small space.

"Yeah, I'm okay." Big brother Air replied in a monotonous voice. "What do you want?"

I hummed nervously, clasping my hands together behind my back. "Nothing, just want to check up on you..." I responded, as I looked at him worriedly. "I'm worried about you."

My big brother sighed. Shortly after, he completely opened the door, walking towards me and kneeled down infront of me. Afterwards, he gently embraced me.

"I'm sorry for making you worried, my little breeze..." He softly said, his hug tightening a bit.

I smiled sadly from his response and gladly returned the hug, feeling his comforting and warm embrace. "It's okay, big brother." I calmly replied.

My big brother then broke the hug, his forehead leaning onto mine. "Thank you for checking up on me, Angin." He sincerely said, making me smile from what he said.

I giggled slightly, as my smile widened. "Do you still love me as your little brother?" I asked, looking at him, then blinked twice.

My big brother's eyes laid towards me, a warm smile curved on his lips. "Yeah, I do. Why wouldn't I?" He replied, chuckling softly afterwards.

My eyes lit up from his response, feeling happy and contented. I hugged him again tightly, in which he gently returned as well. "I miss you, big brother, Air." I wholeheartedly stated, both of my eyes closing as I felt his tenderness towards me.

"I miss you too, my little breeze..."