Erkenci Kus Episode Recaps 1-51

Erkenci Kus episode 30 recap

Canem talk/fight it out

Sanem says she tried to call him but he didnt answer...Can responds i didn't pick up because i wasn't in the right mind to talk

Sanem:got it, you must have been busy....she referring to spending time with Polen ...uff ufff ya

Can: oh really? Oh really? I was busy getting confused and upset learning that the person I trust most lied to me. Because while I told her not to, she went and gave that Asshole Fabri her scent, and now you are expecting an explanation about Polen? Huh is that so Sanem?...yes she has a right to ...you cant go and confide in other women who are interested in you when you feel upset...you talk it out ...be a grown ass man....I hate how close he is to Sanem while yelling at her...he looks violent rather than hurt...I dont watch shows like this ...I dont watch shows where the guy gets a free pass to rage...this scene almost stopped me from watching EK ....I didnt wait 30 episodes to realize the guy i lusted over was an abusive asshole

Sanem referring to him thinking she was talking about polen: I said nothing like that....well you should have...she looks scared and i feel scared in this scene...it is very very different than any other fight they have ever had..this is different and made me realize where they are taking this character is not where i want to be...all the other fights with her were hurt anger ...this was rage

Can: i wont keep you in suspense any longer, and i'll explain why polen was here, Polen came to offer me a job. The agency she works for in London is looking for a photographer who would travel to the balkans for months...So what type of lab is this? Polen now works for an agency that deals with photography?

Can: a photographer with no personal attachments or burdens, no responsibilities, ok?....uff Sanem is scared hearing he will leave ...and he didnt have to say the no responsibilities stuff that was hurtful... it is always hard to see him just cut off his feelings for her like that

Sanem: ok but we cant solve anything without talking

Can: can we solve it by talking Sanem? I don't think so. I dont think we can solve our problems even with talking

Sanem: you have to listen to me at least! Yes i gave my scent to Fabri

Can: yes, that scent is very important to me. And you gave it to him even though i told you i dont want his hands on it!

Sanem: yes but you were arrested! I had to do something! I took my chance and he accepted

And then he does something that even watching it today makes me clench and question watching the rest of the episode....he violently grabs her face and continues to say the most vile thing I have ever heard him utter in the entire series...I had to pause it right now after that head grab because this scene really hurts...it was the moment that made me question all previous episodes...was I falling for this romantic couple without realizing he was abusive?...did i miss the signs? I have seen other dizis where people have loved but they ended up being abusive ...but I saw the signs then and never enjoyed them...this moment freaked me out....and honestly ...if not for a couple of ablas convincing me to continue watching I probably would have stopped watching ek all together based on how this moment went

Can while holding her head tightly looks straight into her eyes and says: Sanem, that scent was ours, both of ours, do you understand, Sanem? The scent was the magic between us....her face ...you see her devastation...it hurt to hear that he felt that was the only magic between them

Can still holding her face : You went and gave the scent to a stranger, even more so to a person like fabri

And then he shoves her face away while releasing his hold on her...and my stomach lurches