Erkenci Kus Episode Recaps 1-51

Erkenci Kus epsiode 31 recap

Before we start I just wanted to mention that Ayse the writer for Ek 1-17 and 39-46 has a new show out call Sen Cal Kapimi... it looks beautiful and i have started a fb group to talk about her new show...you are all welcome to join- the group is called 

Sen Cal Kapimi for English speakers an Ayse Unu Kultu series www.facebook.com/groups/sencalkapimiforenglishspeakers      copy and paste the link ...

there are two different groups so make sure you click the right one...or do both whatever lol it is up to you

Would love you to join ;)

Ok Ablas we meet again...I know last episode was really really hard and unfortunately the last scene that shattered our hearts into a million pieces is the first scene...and yes I am going to write the scene because there is more to the scene of course but also this moment is so important...it is where everything changes for Sanem...and it was how I wanted her to act in episode 30....let's get started....please get your box of tissues, some chocolate or ice cream, a fuzzy blanket...or a friend's hand to hold because this is going to hurt

Can and Sanem arrive at the agency parking lot...Can does not go to park in his spot he stops in front of the entrance.

You see in Sanem's face how she can sense something is wrong

And then Can gives her this look...it says so much in it...I made a video based around this one look because there was so much felt in that one look: i'm sorry- i have to leave- I don't know how to tell you my decision- this is going to hurt you and that will hurt me- so many words spoken in that stare...and Sanem understands it but tries to avoid it telling Can he looks tired and should go home and she'll bring him notes...she tries so hard while saying this to hold bad her emotions and to contain her calm exterior... she knows he is about to tell her something she doesn't want to hear

Then Can speaks in his low whisper: Sanem i'm not coming

Sanem holds on to her avoidance..I wouldnt even call it denial because she knows what is about to happen and she is falling apart, She continues with her words about him going home to rest and she will work and give him notes etc...She leaves the car while saying these words trying to leave before he can say what he is about to say

Sanem while walking away is slowly breaking... her eyes start to fill with tears not ready for what is about to happen...she manages to get almost fully to the agency doors when Can stops her with just one word -Sanem

Sanem stopped in her tracks as he called her name...Even when she stops she doesnt turn around as we see from her face she is falling to pieces but her voice is hiding it...and Can doesn't approach her, he stays by his truck....

When Can says these next words he looks guilty and sad- I don't blame him for feeling both- this is a major promise that he is breaking- this is a big decision he made when just a few days before he was shouting from the roof how in love he was with this girl

Can: Sanem, I wont be coming into work tomorrow either

from that one sentence, tears fall down Sanem's face...Can couldn't even say that to her face in close proximity he had to be 10 feet from her only looking at her back

Sanem turns tears running down her face... Sanem: what do you mean?

Can: I've decided to accept Polen's offer, I'm leaving....he could barely look at her face while saying these words....this whole scene breaks my heart and we had to see it twice in full... this is where 30 ended but now we will see Sanem's response to Can's broken promises.

Sanem looks like she is ready to loudly weep, she keeps taking in overwhelmed breaths while speaking: So you are leaving?.... Can responds yes but when he does he looks down at the floor not able to respond while looking into her eyes....this scene is killing them both ...and it's killing me too