i'm tired of this world, but what do i know?

w r i t t e n w i t h l o v e

written with love
pch -willow & jaden smith

i need oxygen
i feel scared
i need something
i can't live like this

under the weight of
me and
life's pressures

i can't do this
i can't do this

i need a reason to smile through the pain
when they pull teeth
i need oxygen

maybe it's
useless
i don't know
maybe im useless to you

maybe im nobody
im restored back to nothing again

but my jaw aches
and the moments sink in
i is cry because ive never felt something so strong and beautiful and horrible all at once

this isn't a metaphor for anything
i just feel so horrible

calling for a friend
i guess i need that when
my world is failing

im just calling out again
for
a breath of air that ill never get

talking to the moon again
in spaces where you won't exist

i wish
you knew how i cared
and how i still could

and how no matter what life takes or gives
you still sit highly in my thoughts
im so tired

that suddenly im not
the world stops

calling for a friend
just calling
for a friend

i need that