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"Yoongi's Pov"

These past few days Jimin has been more clingy towards me

AND I LOVE IT

His cuddles and kisses seem to come out of nowhere unlike in the past when I had to ask

Maybe it had to do with me asking him to prom...

It just...makes me feel happy

Like i've gotten closer to him

But even though I've obtainined all of his affection, I still can't shake the diary secret out of my head

So....I've decided to man up and tell him today

*sigh*

I'm scared

"You seem quiet today" Jimin muttered as he finished giving me one of his random burst of kisses

"I'm just thinking about stuff"

"What stuff?"

I hummed and Jimin gave me a questionable look

"It's kinda hard for me to say cus I think you might hate me. I...kinda....did something bad..."

Jimin sat there in thought

"Did you cheat on me?"

My face scrunched up

"No ew that's disgusting"

Jimin giggled

"Well if it's anything other than that I think I'll be okay"

I inhaled

"Okay....m'do you remember how we first met? When I asked you if you wanted to be partners?"

Jimin smiled at the memory and nodded

"You showed me your drawings and I fell more in love with you..."

Jimin's eyes seemed to ask for more information, and I closed mine

"Well...when you left, I...saw your diary on the floor...and that night I read it...."

I opened my eyes back up and was filled with horror

Jimin's face turned a dark shade of red and his lips quivered

He soon started to sob, and I quickly grabbed his hands

"J-Jimin I'm sorry-I didn't mean to hurt you like this! You d-deserve to be mad at m-me! I don't know why I'm this stupid. I'm sorry" I scrambled to find any words to make him feel better

Jimin covered his face and spoke

"I-I'm not mad at you Y-Yoongi. I'm just a little embarrassed that's all."

He wiped his tears away

"But don't y-you hate me? I violated your privacy..."

Jimin gave me a weak smile

"It...was just some stupid stuff I wrote. I wouldn't hate you for reading it. I'm surprised you don't hate me....because of how I felt about your relationship with Hobie" He muttered

Jimin you dummy

Your jealous feelings were justified

And me looking through your stuff is not

"Your writing is not stupid Jimin I am! I don't even know why you like me when I hurt you all the time! Why..."

I broke down and started crying

Jimin eyes were wide open and he got closer to try to comfort me

"Do you know how happy I was when I read that you liked me? I cried just like this. Like a baby."

"You're not a baby Yoongi" He smiled and nuzzled his face on me

"It's just that...I can't handle it when you bring your self down. You know because of that diary I got the courage to confess to you so...don't call it stupid. I owe my life to it" I whimpered

Jimin giggled

"What's so funny?" I pouted

"I've never seen you cry before" He cupped my cheeks and kissed them again

"S-So you're really not mad?"

"No, I actually feel happier for some reason"

I don't

Jimin stood up

"Where ya going?" I sniffled

"I should go get some tissues for us-"

"NO wait-just stay here for a while and hold me. Please?..."

Jimin came back to me and held me tighter than ever before

He always makes me feel better, even though I'm pretty mentally exhausted right now

I'm happy to have him here with me


Always






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