Leaving you is not my choice

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It was Suman's Sangeet ceremony in the evening and she still could not believe she was getting married to Aditya. She was so much upset and hurt, her heart was weeping but she could not even let a tear drop out of her eyes. She was at loss. She would lose her life today. She realized what was going to happen. She was getting married to someone else while there was someone else in her heart, in her mind and dreams whenever she imagines her future. But he won't be there in reality and nowhere to be found. He will not be there. She was alive for past so many years without him because of her faith. She knew he will come to her and they will have a future. The realization was hard to gulp down. She decided it was him or no one.

She went outside the kitchen to see the person living in her heart with her family assuring them he had planned and managed the ceremony well and all the preparations were going well. She had a conversation with him yesterday. He called her soon to be Mrs Ahuja and today morning he said she will be his soon to be Bhabhi. The last string of hope died today. He was smiling though it did not reach his eyes but she couldn't see that because her own eyes were glossy and she was hiding them from. She only heard. She heard the voice of betrayal and her breaking heart.

She went back in the kitchen. Mamaji asked her to drink milk and have something to eat because there won't be a chance to eat once her makeup and other things began. She took a glass of milk and a box brown biscuits. She couldn't eat them so she made powder of them and mixed in the milk. She looked at it once and to Shravan and gulped it.

Shravan had been working on her Sangeet ceremony well and when it was time for her makeup he took her to the beauty parlour. He told her Aditya will pick her up because he had planned a great entry and surprise for them. In the car, she told him what she did today.

"Shravan this is the last day."

"Huh!"

"You won't come to Tiwari Killa for my wedding preparation from now on. Go back to your office."

He drooped her off to beauty parlour. She went out and went to his window to say.

"Goodbye Shravan."

She went inside and he was confused of her but took this one to be one of her selfish reasons and ego issues. He went off to the hotel where he had planned the ceremony and everything was done well. The Tulips he got for her from Europe were there too. His surprise was also prepared though he was a bit nervous and tensed today. He had a feeling something would go wrong today.

The time finally came. Aditya picked up Suman all dolled up. He was also ready for the ceremony. Whole Tiwari family and Malhotra family reached the hotel. Suman was not feeling well she was in car with Aditya. He had tried to hold her hand but she said she was very nervous and tensed today. He didn't insist.

Guests were piling in when Shravan came on stage and announced his presence. He said he had a surprise for all especially his best friend. This tensed Ramnath but he kept quite.

Suman and Aditya made their entry with flower shower on the red carpet. As they came near their seats in front of stage, Shravan came down and gave her the Tulips saying on mic that he fulfilled his promise. He told everyone that he made a promise to her to give her Tulips on her wedding.

Shravan went back on stage and settled his mic on the stand while another band member got him his guitar. Everyone got it that he was going to sing for her. He began singing and everyone stood still while Suman and Aditya got up from their seats. Aditya was boiling in anger while Suman was weeping openly this time.

ARIJIT SINGH

Pachtaoge Lyrics

feat. B PRAAK

Ho mujhe chhodkar jo tum jaoge
Jo tum jaoge, Jo tum jaoge

Ho mujhe chhodkar jo tum jaoge
Bada pachtaoge, bada pachtaoge
Bada pachtaoge, bada pachtaoge

Sunniya sunniya galiyan
De vich raul na deyi
Buhe kisi hor layi khol na deyi

Sunniya sunniya galiyan
De vich raul na deyi
Buhe kisi hor layi khol na deyi
Ho shayar Jaani nu je rulaoge
Bada pachtaoge, bada pachtaoge

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Tere bina zindagi ghuzarenge kive
Jaan jaan kihnu pukarenge kive
Tere bina zindagi ghuzarenge kive
Jaan jaan kihnu pukarenge kive

Karoge, je karoge, je daga karoge
Sadde wali maut tussi vi te maroge
Allah vekhda, zulm kamaoge
Bada pachtaoge, bada pachtaoge

Ho mujhe chhodkar jo tum jaoge
Bada pachtaoge, bada pachtaoge

Mujhse jo nazrein churane lage ho
Lagta hai koi aur gali jaane lage ho
Khaab jo dekhe hum donon ne mil ke
Dheere dheere kyun dafnane lage ho

Kar na tu hor barbaad chhad de
Rondeya da laina swaad chhad de
Je saanu pyar layi ehna tarsaoge
Bada pachtaoge, bada pachtaoge

Ho mujhe chhodkar jo tum jaoge
Bada pachtaoge, bada pachtaoge.



Everyone was clapping for him while one was tensed, one was angry and all others were plain confused. She fell down on the ground. He looked at her and knew she was not good. He came down the stage but she was already in Aditya's arms. He stood there silently.
Everyone was looking at her asking her what happened and why she was so weakly lying on ground.

"Suman! Suman ! What happened to you?" Aditya was patting her cheeks but she was only looking at him.

"Suman, I asked you to eat earlier. You didn't right. Now see low BP."

"Then juice waiter get it for her." Aditya shouted.

"Sumo?" Pushkar went to her and held her hand. "Why ain't you saying anything?"

"Aditya?" She spoke but her voice squeaked.

"Yes Suman!"

"I can't marry you. "

"Suman!" Mamiji and Aditya said together.

"You asked me to eat right, Mamiji? I ate. The last meal of my life. Its been eight hours since I ate that poison. Finally you'll be rid of me. Nanu, you won't have any more burden on your shoulder. I'll talk to Maa. She won't ask you any questions. Ramnath uncle, I forgive you."

"Sumo! We're taking you to the hospital." Pushkar said.

"No need. No use." She said laughing.

"Why did you do this Suman? " asked Aditya.

"Can't bear the pain anymore. Bardasht nahi hua."

"Move Aditya!" A stern voice boomed and Aditya followed. Everyone was crying for her but when he spoke they knew today either she would be saved or both of them  will die. He bent and took her in his arms. He was standing up when she vomited blood on his Sherwani. His heart bled seeing her everyone cried more. But she smiled.

"Shravan! Tumse dur jaana marzi nahi majboori hai. (Leaving you is not my choice but destiny.) At least I get to die in your arms."

"Huh! As if I don't know you. You always do such things to irritate me show me how angry you are. I'm not falling for this trap again."

" But poor Chashmish, you're an idiot."

Vote, comment and tell me what you feel? Do you want another part of this or this ending is fine?
Love,
Zindagi.








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