5/6/20
What would you think
if you knew now?
That despite all I've said
You made a difference somehow?
Would you feel creeped out?
Would you feel honored?
Would you feel your heart break
because you didn't try hard?
There's so many things I never said.
I didn't want it to go to your head.
You're like that.
I'm like that.
You'll find out soon
That a lot I do
Was someway, somehow
influenced by you.
and you.
and you.
What would you think
if I told you now?
That I wore that lei,
that particular day,
cuz I thought it looked cute?
I wore it because of you.
What would you think
if I told you now?
I've written at least 14 poems
about what I think
cuz I thought you knew.
I wrote it because of you.
and you
and you.
And what would you think
If I showed you
that piece of paper
I almost gave you?
It said a lot
It wasn't so hot.
It was all about you.
All about you.
How much do you remember?
How much did you agree?
A lot seemed so peculiar
like maybe you liked me?
too?
All of this, cuz of you.
And I've ruined it all
By trying to hard
Haven't I?
Faking insanity
Hoping you'd notice me.
Yet we're miles away and you never replied.
Why would you anyway?
I'm not really insane.
Taking it day-by-day
I'm fine.
May never see you again.
But maybe that's for the best.
I ruined myself
This has to be put to rest.
But still.
What would you think
if you knew now?
It's been a year almost,
isn't that wow?
And you never knew.
Did you?
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another song hecc yeah
