4/27/20
Kelli writes music???
Well, lyrics at least.
I can't play instruments.
Someone wanna collab?
Jk can't sing either
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I feel icky,
But I guess that's good.
When you know it's wrong,
Feeling wrong
Feels good.
Cuz now I know the feeling
And now I know its hard,
So maybe, just maybe
I'll find the motivation to stop.
But hey.
You don't even know me yet.
I know that. Deep down, it's just something
I don't wanna admit.
Because hey,
I'm insane,
Everyday
Brings surprises
And I don't know what to think
Anymore.
I get defensive,
but here's the thing.
I won't let it go,
I won't change a thing.
Across the ever-freaking globe,
How am I excepting this to go?
I don't think it's purpose.
But really who knows?
Not me.
You don't even know me yet.
This is real. And it's funny how
I'm still saying it.
This is truth
But it's not
I'm so young
I'll grow younger
And I don't know what to think
Anymore.
And I know deep down,
That we may never meet and I'm just making
Myself a clown.
But luckily
I'm alone
In the safety
Of my home
And backyard.
My hearts not a joke.
But nothing's wrong with me and I
think maybe I could.
And I can.
I can.
There's no one stopping me from loving
And I've tried changing it a million times.
Trust me, self, I'm just a messenger.
And hey.
It's insane
I'm insane
Going insane
Again.
And hey.
Love's not a crime.
But lying to yourself
May as well be.
You don't even know me.
There's no "yet" to it.
That's just something that I
Say to calm me.
And right there's
My problem
I'm lying
In spite myself.
Because I don't think
I know what to think anymore.
But I know how to think.
So hey.
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Working on recording this
But probably will never published the recording because
well
i suck at singing
and the lack of instrumentals makes the entire song sound eerie.
