I don't know you

A wish

Tonys p.o.v

i walked up to the roof and saw him sitting there just staring into the distance i hesitantly  took a step forward this is a bad idea this is a terrible idea i know it is but i continued walking forward till i reached him

''so...she doesnt know about spider-man"

"you died" okay theres the clarity in that i sucked in a breath god i hate it when rhodney was right

"and it sucked-" he looked at me his eyes where red and i Mean RED

"everyday id wake up knowing that you wherent there that you would never be tehre again, i hated it the feeling that knowing that my dad wasnt there that i lost another one it being my fault and i never said it...you died and i never said it"

"you dont need to kiddo i know okay buddy?" i ruffled his hair and pulled him closer to my chest smiling at him

"i love you tony"

"i love you too kiddo"

(4 years later)

I took off the B.A.R.F. glasses and sucked in a breath wishing that that was how that went...but i was scared god i was i wish that the love took over the fear that spirled in me that day but..it didnt 

"you died" i sucked in a breath at that god i hate it when rhodney was right

"and it sucked-" he looked at me his eyes where red and i mean RED 

"everyday id wake up knowing that you wherent there that you would never be tehre again, i hated it the feeling that knowing that my dad wasnt there that i lost another one it being my fault and i never said it...you died and i never said it even tho you deserve it more then anyone in the world and that i love dyou more then anything..." i stared at him knowing that he ment every single word confirming now that what he said back in the kitchen was bout me and i felt panic rising in my chest and started breathing heavily im going to ruin this im going to ruin him i know that im not a father 

"im going to need the card back i dont think this is working out" his tears  fell cracking my heart god this hurts but its for the best he nodded and pulled out the card and with that he left.

i sucked in a breath at the memory and wiped the picture im going to bring him back im going to bring himback to tell him just how much he ment for me even more then i ment for him im going to get hi back because the world is not the same without that bundle of joy running in the world.

*The end*