Left (Season 4): Fear.

Pangtatlumpu't-apat.

Tahimik kaming nag-umpisang magligpit. Hanggang sa nagkakwentuhan tungkol kay Logan.

"You should talk to him." His advice.

"I thought I'm your queen?" Pang-aasar ko sa kanya.

"Too bad my queen already have a king! Then soon they will have their baby. What's the name of your baby?"

"Wala pa akong naiisip. I want it to start with L. Like his name."

"Sabay kayong mag-isip ng pangalan. You should really talk to him. I can already imagine the happiness that will break into his face once you tell him that you're pregnant. 'Cause that's what happened to me."

"I will tell him-"

"Today," Putol niya sa akin. "Don't let another day pass. You don't know if this is your last day to be with him. I'm not scaring you okay. But don't let another day pass without him by your side."

I nodded. I will talk to him today.

Napangiti ako at nagpatuloy kami sa paglalagay ng mga gamit sa bag para mas madaling ibaba ang lahat.

"Let's eat first." Aya nito.

"Sige."

Sakto na may kumatok at pumasok na babae na may dalang pagkain. Wow! May tagahatid.

Nilalatag na nito ang mga pagkain sa lamesa. Natakam ako. Handa na akong kumain pero feeling ko may nalimutan ako! But looking at the food I forgot what I forgot. Lalo na ng nagsimula kaming kumain.

Nang matapos nagpahinga kami saglit at patuloy na nagkwentuhan. Then he decided to take the plates sa kitchen. Nag-umpisa naman akong magligpit ulit kasi sobrang dami pa naming liligpitin. Seriously, his room looks like a baby store. You can find any baby things here.

Napatingin ako sa pinto ng marinig na bumukas iyon. Thinking it's Dos agad ko iyong nilingon but I saw someone else. A guy with his hair on his face. Natatakpan na ang kalahati ng mukha nito but I know he can see me. He's holding a bottle of beer, topless, jeans hanging low on his waist and nothing on his feet.

"Dos' hoe?" Tanong nito at tumunga sa bote ng alak na hawak.

"No. I'm just helping him to clean here."

"Oh about damn time. That son of a bitch need to let these fucking things go! It's not like she can fucking use the diaper or eat the feeding bottles."

I watch him as he kick the bag near him. Iyong naayos ko na.

"Hey I already fix that!" Sigaw ko.

"Fix it again."

"Can you just go away?"

Tumawa lang ito.

"No! The fuck bitch who are you to tell me to go away? I fuckin' own this motherfucking place! I'm Dos' brother, Uno!" Mayabang itong sumalampak sa sahig at sumandal sa mga naayos ko na. Ugh! Naglaglagan 'yong ibang gamit mula sa bag. But i will let it slide. He owns the place.

Pero napatitig ako dito ng may maalala. Siya 'yong nagwala. Iyong nagpaputok ng baril. Iyong kinuwento ni B. He looks harmless, pero mukhang palainom. Iyong mga nagwawala kapag lasing. Tapos he's drinking now. Mamaya magwala ito! Pero mukhang hindi naman at chill lang ito.