feels like hell

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Nothing and no one protecting me
One million mirrors reflecting me
All over the sky, but where am I?
You wouldn't like me when I'm angry








Mia's p.o.v
I was now calling Roshuan and I hope he picks up because he is my bestie.
ON THE PHONE

Ro - hi girly.
M - hi ro how are you doing.
Ro - I'm good what about you.
M - it's okay but I have so much to tell you.
Ro - ooo we got tea do we now.
M - yessir and lots of it.
Ro - spill it
M -well......









Over the rainbow (Rainbow)
Nigga, I go where you can't go (Okay, can't go)
Only you just use my lingo (Yuh, yuh, lingo)
I am a angel, look at my halo (Yuh, yuh, yuh, halo)
Book me a trip off of Fango (Fango)
Go to the Cango, smoke on some mango (Mango)
Yeah, don't worry about you
I am a loner, get out my house fool (Huh, yah)
Yes, it is painful (Uh huh)
All of my thoughts, they kind of get tangled (Uh huh)









I told Roshuan everything that happened then he started to  talk.

Ro - well kairi made all the boys make a pact that they were gonna kick you out of the group and be mean to you. He even tried to convince me to be like that to you but I didn't listen so me and you are kicked out of the group.
M - but why tho?
Ro - I don't know because he feels bad for cheating on you while ur prego with his baby so this is how he copes with it.
M - well thank you ro for standing up for me and still being my friend.
Ro - no problem girly and when I go back up there this week me and you are gonna party.
M - Roshuan I'm pregnant with kairi's kid.
Ro - I know that's why I'm gonna be getting drunk and your gonna drive.
M - okay Roshuana I luv u bestie
Ro - I love you too bye.
M - bye.










Thinking about all of the shit that I've been through (Ayy)

I get tilted just like an angle (Hmm, yeah)
Yes, it is painful (Ayy)
All of my thoughts, they kind of get tangled (Ayy, ayy, ayy, yuh)
Thinking about all of the shit that I've been through (Uh huh)
I get tilted just like an angle (Yuh, yuh, yuh, angle)









I was now just laying there trying to figure out why kairi would deal with me being pregnant and him cheating by making up rumors and not and cutting the boys and my very own brother out of my life to make him feel better.









Yeah, used to be frightened (Yeah)
Flow striking like lightning (Uh)
See through the bullshit like psychics, yeah (What?)
We could go to war like ISIS, yeah (What?)
Boolin with the gang gang (Gang)
Vibe in this bitch like ayy ayy
Boolin with the gang gang (Gang)
Vibe in this bitch like ayy ayy (Your mama like me)











I then went to bed so confused.












Finna go in, bitch, it's lil' 'ool for the win
Tattoo my body, that's ink on my skin (That's ink on my what)
This shit was a hobby, but look how it went (That shit was a what?)
All these niggas that doubted tryna be my friend (Tryna be my what?)
All these bitches is 'bout it, tryna have my kin (Tryna have my what?)
They be screaming and shouting when I'm walking in (When I walk in what?)
Getting paid for my talent, you be clocking in (Nigga, you be what?)










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