In a four wall room
filled with voices
one that I can recognize,
My own
You can't do it, You are nothing,
Unlovable, Unattractive
No one cared, the voice speaks
like a wind whisper to my ear
Your friends, are they true to you?
Boyfriend, is he faithful?
Family, are they proud of you?
Is there someone whom you can trust?
Everyone spit lies and betrays you,
They said, I'll never leave you,
and you believe them
Now, where are they?
You let them hurt you,
You let them crush you in million pieces,
You let them mock you, stomp on you
You let them abuse you
And It's all your fault.
Loneliness eats you
Tears are running down
Just like your faith and trust
Exhausted and tired
Giving up is just around the corner
No one will save you,
words echoed
and echoed
It wouldn't stop.
You wanted to end it
These pain,
loneliness,
Isolation
Dissatisfaction, All of it
knife will end it,
my own voice whispered.
Pulse,
Pulse..
Right there,
End it now,
Now!
The voice scream.
Then a cold wind embrace me,
and a voice whisper
One that I can't recognize.
Don't
My child, I will always be here
Even if everyone leaves you.
I will and always be here.
A sweet kiss on my forehead
wakes me up
from the darkest slumber of my life.
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Tower Of Thoughts
PoetryEmotions burst Thoughts explode Screamed that cannot hear Cries that cannot see Smile will fade Laughter that can fake
