Alejandro was still gone, it's like he just disappeared, like he didn't even come at all.
I was still having fun with the boys tho.
We went on almost all of the rides it was insane.
I still wanted to tan so we went to the pools so I could tan.
The boys of course we jumping into the pool and fighting with each other.
I put on my tanner and laid down.
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Something was blocking my sun.
When I open my eyes to see what it was.
It was Alejandro he was back.
Ale: can I sit here.
He pointed next to me. I just nodded my head yes. Where was he this entire time?
Ale: so how's your day going.
You: fun how about yours.
Ale: it's going okay.
I looked at him now, trying to understand the expression he had in his face.
But I couldn't.
You: what do you mean by that.
He looked at me. Confused. Sad. But I had no idea what he was thinking.
Ale: you've barley talked to me. Is something wrong.
You: I mean you did disappear on us.
Ale: yeah because-one I saw one of my old friends and I also didn't want to make this more awkward.
He's been gone for like the whole day, what has he been doing.
I put my sunglasses up and I raised my eyebrow up, indicating that I didn't believe him.
You: you expect me to believe that.
He was no longer looking at me.
He was looking at the ground.
Almost embarrassed.
Ale: fine I was with my ex.
I didn't exactly expect that.
I think my mouth was opened because he used his hand to close my mouth.
You: oh...
What else was I supposed to say, Why the hell were you with your ex?
That's not exactly what your supposed say to a guy you weren't even dating.
Ale: look I'm sorry, I didn't do anything with her, we just hanged out.
You: okay, why did you lie to me.
Ale: because this isn't exactly what you want to tell to a girl you like.
Well he finally admitted it. But why. Why was he with his ex. This makes no sense.
You: why were you with her?
I know I shouldn't be so protective but an urge inside me told me that I needed to know.
Ale: she wanted to talk, about me and her.
You: what do you mean by that.
I was still laying down I didn't want to sit up and confront him, I didn't want him to see that I cared.
Ale: she wanted to get back together.
Okay now i was sitting up, i did care.
I didn't want to admit it but I did.
You: what did you tell her ?
I never asked him so many questions, maybe because I
was jealous.
Ale: I told her I wasn't interested.
I was so relieved when he said that.
I know I shouldn't get so worked up about this.
I'm leaving tonight. If I don't stop I'm going to get too attached. But it's hard man.
You: oh. good.
Again I didn't know what else to say, your mine? She doesn't deserve you?
I can't say that even if I wanted to, it was a bit too much to say when I barely knew him.
I met him 2 days ago and I'm already attached.
This is terrible.
Ale: but can we also talk about us. While we are here.
You: okay...
I wasn't purposely avoiding this talk.
I just didn't want all of this to end.
But maybe it's good that we talk. I kinda have to tell him about Mattia.
I didn't want to but again I felt an urge that I had too.
Hopefully no fight would brake out.
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