The reason i smile ||| ondreaz Lopez

Chapter 18

The two days that passed i was depressed but it help me write songs but i had to get my head in the game i have a tour to go on today i decided that addison is coming with me i already asked Michael if it was okay and he said yeah it was I was busy packing when i heard addison come in my room

"hey sorry to bother you but i was just curious" "yeah its okay Addy whats up" i say sitting down on my bed "your stage name idiana massara, why that name?" "oh because my name was supposed to be indiana my brother wanted tbat to be my name when i was just a small bean in my moms stomach but he died before i was born and giving me the name indiana would of hurt my mother even more so she gave my name y/n and massara was my fathers surname my actual fathers surname but i really love my step dad like he was my own"i say and sigh

"im sorry y/n" "its okay Addy lets gey done so we fan go on this mf tour" i say with hyped up we got into our vehicle and michael was inside "addison this is Michael Aderson, micks this is addison my bestfriend" "nice to meet you mr aderson" says addy "to you to miss, and oh please call me Michael"
Me and addison both laugh but then i sigh and look out the window i miss him so much

but does he miss me
Was what we had real?
Why doesn't he trust me?
Was i worthless?
I miss him more then anything in the world it was alk my fault i should of told him
I sigh
As i look down at the song i wrote for ondreaz and changed some lyrics

We arrived at the hotel and i decided ik going to get out my cloths for tomorrow's first performance
And i found the perfect outfit i couldnt wait for it but i started getting tired and i tokd addison im going to sleep early tonight so that im mentally

I drifted off sleep thinking of ondreaz like i always do