The reason i smile ||| ondreaz Lopez

Chapter 3-the Move

I woke up realizing today was the day i leave Vancouver and move to la
I was so excited and sad that i have to leave
But it was for my best
"morning y/n"
"morning mom" i said with a small grin on my face
"are you ready for today"
"yes i am but im going to miss you so much"
"ill be fine baby, but your doing this for your own good you cant keep having this anxiety attacks cause your scared somthing might happen the last time"

*Flash back to three years ago*

"mom and dad im going with sydney to a party tonight" i shouted from the top of my room
"okay hun" my mom replies
"dont forget you have to be back by 8 sharp young lady" my dad says
As i came down the stairs
He gets up to hug me and says "i love you okay and i dont want anything bad to happen to you"
I smiled and said "i love you to dad dont worry sydney will be there to look after me"

~At the party~

Me and Sydney just arrived at out friends party and went straight to the drinks
Sydney didnt drink as much as i did cause she still had to drive us home
But i was completely drunk and was grinning on a random dude
Until things got way out of hand were he pinned me against the was putting his hands under my dress i tried shouting but his hand covered my mouth and he was about to pull down my panty i bit his hand and kicked him and he landed on the floor i needed to get out of there as fast as i could
I ran and ran but i stumbled a bit due to my drunken state i found a bridge and sat there for a while and just gazed at the stars

When j finally stood up i saw 10 messages from my mom
And 3 miss calls
I decided to call my mom back

~Call with mom~

"Heyy mom"
"y/n were are you your had has gone out to find you at the party but you werent there
And we called Sydney and she said you werent with her"
"i went for a walk cause i wasnt feeling that good" i lied i didnt want to tell my mom what really happened cause i knew she would never let me go out on my own again
"get home as fast as you can y/n"
"okay mom"

As i got up to my house as i walked in i saw my mom was crying on the floor
"mom whats wrong"
"the police just called and said your father got into a car crash he....he died"

I fell to my knees and start crying it was all my fault
If i didnt run away and went to syd and tolf her to drop me at home none of this would of happened

*flash back ends*

I didn't relise i was crying until my mom came up to me and hugged me and told me everything was going to be okay

Time went pretty quick to the time when i had to leave
The car ride to the airport was quite
But i didnt mind i gave me time to think

When we arrived at the airport i gave my mom one last hug and said "i love you and im going to miss you mom"
"its going to be okay baby you can face time me and text me when ever you like"
I gave her a kiss then got on my plane i decided to text Sydney

Y/n
Hey syd i just boarded my plane im going to miss you so much

Syd😘
Hey y/n i miss you already please dont forget me when you get that side 😔

Y/n
I wont i promise well i gotta go flight is about to take off i think imma take a nap bye babe

Syd😘
Byee have a safe flight.
Seen

Then not long after i fell alseep