If anyone saw my post, a girl in my school committed suicide over the weekend.
I feel horrible about it.
I cried in my music class and everyone was staring at me and I almost made my teacher cry. (I didn't mean to)
The picture above is what a girl (who I thought was my friend) said about her death.
The girl's father died recently in September. (We aren't sure if he died of suicide or not.)
The girl had two younger siblings.
I felt horrible. It makes me feel like shit because I didn't want her to die. I didn't know her at all. She was a senior. I'm a freshman. And yet, it still affects you.
Now to the part I was getting at. My friend and I have decided to raise awareness about suicidal thoughts and suicide itself. When I tried to commit suicide, it was difficult to speak about it. I thought people were going to judge me for it. (And some people did) I don't want anyone else to go through this. I don't want anyone else to be hurt the way everyone around me was.
