Supercorp: Will Supercorp survive the truth

Chapter 7

Lena's p.o.v.
'maybe it's better that I leave now' Kara say as she get back up and turn around to take her stuff. But I grab her hand and she turns back around.
'no please stay' I say almost begging. Lena what are you doing you have to be strong I thought but I couldn't.
'Okay I won't go anywhere' she say sweetly
I go to my couch and she follows me and we both sit down.
'you know you still need to do a lot of explaining' I say and I raise one eyebrow
'I know' she say as she sound almost afraid
'what do you want to know?' she ask me
'everything about you' I reply
'okay, my real name is Kara Zor-El I'm from kryptonium. When I was 12 years old I was sent to Earth to protect my little cousin Superman but after I launched my ship went off the track due to the force of an explosion when my world went down. Because of that I got stuck in the phantom zone where no time passes and after years of being stuck there I miraculously got away from there and arrived on earth. after all these years I was still a 12 year old girl and Superman had already grown into an adult. He was the one who introduced me to the Danvers family and they adopted me. At first me and Alex couldn't stand each other but after a while we became inseparable' she explain to me
'Who all know that you are Supergirl' I ask a little bit scared for the answer
'Eliza my adopt mom, Jeremiah my adopt father, Alex, James and Winn' she answer
'And Sam? I ask
'I never told her it but maybe Alex did' she answer 
'what is the real reason you never told me?' I ask insecurely
'like I said before I didn't want to hurt you since already so many people did hurt you. And at first I was not allowed to say it by Alex and the DEO because they didn't trust you. But if I could choose myself, I would have told you after the first month that I knew you because I have always trusted you.' She say
'What is the DEO?' I ask since I've never heard of it
'it stand for Department of Extranormal Operations I work with them to catch bad aliens and to save people' she reply's
'what did you do the last months without me?' I asked her
'well a completely focus me on my work and on being Supergirl to distract myself from not thinking about you because every time I thought about you I stated crying because I missed you so much. And when I came home I drunk almost a whole bottle of alcohol and cried myself every night to sleep. And you? She say and when she was done finished talking there were tears rolling down her cheeks. I wipe away the tears on her cheeks and we locked our eyes. I looked at those beautiful blue eyes and I felt myself fall in love even more
'ehm I just continue my life' I just say as I look down so she won't see that I'm lying. She can't know that I'm weak I that I did mostly the same as her but I also cut myself
'oh so you were doing fine without me?' she asked disappointed. I can't stand those disappointed look in her eyes I felt guilty for pretending that I don't need her.
'no well I did missed you. But in my family we just get on with our life' I say and I didn't fully lied. She lifts my head up and our eyes lock again and it is like she is searching inside me for the real answer.
'but you're not like the rest of your family' she say.
'that's true' I said and tears are falling from my eyes
'hey why are you crying?' she ask softly and lift my head up and wipe my tears away and pull my in a hug
'now I just realize how much I really missed you and believe me before this moment I already thought that I missed you much. To be honest no I wasn't fine without you not at all, I've drunk whole bottles of whisky just to forgot you but I didn't work, I did all my work I could possibly and even then you never left my head, I forgot to eat or drink because I was so buzzy distracting me from you.' I said honest and I've cried even harder, Kara just hold me and she quietly rubs circles on my back it feels so relaxing when she does that. After a while I'm back calm and now were just cuddling.
'you know I missed your safe arms so much' I say quietly
'and I missed cuddle with you so much' she say
'you want to watch a movie at my home?' I ask with hope in my voice
'I would love to' she say enthusiastic.
I call my driver and get my stuff and then we both leave my office and go to the car. during the car ride we sat silently together but not an awkward silence but a comfortable silence.

We take the elevator to my apartment
'shall we order some food?' she ask me
'okay is pizza good?' I ask
'pizza is fine but 5 pizzas because I am very hungry' she says with a chuckle. I look at her questioningly
'I'm an alien I need a lot of food and I didn't eat much the last couple of months' she say simply
'yeah me neither' I say

As we arrived in my apartment I get order 6 pizza's and Kara and I go sit on the couch.
'what do you want to see?' she ask me
'crime documentaries?' I suggest
'fine by me' she said
we had only just started a series and then we already heard the bell. I picked up the money I had prepared and went to take the pizzas and pay for them. when I came back I saw that Kara had already taken plates and drinks and put the pizzas on the table. We watched some series and eat the pizza. After an our al the pizzas were eaten and Kara and I just cuddle friends can cuddle to.

'You have no idea how much I missed you and how much I missed these moments' Kara quietly say
'actually I have an idea how much you missed me. Because I also missed you terribly' I say as I crawl into her cuddle a bit more. after watching a few episodes I get very tired and I start yawning.
'Are you tired' she ask sweetly
'yeah actually I'm' I say honest
'I can help you clean up the table and then leave so you can get some sleep' she say
'But what if I say that I don't want you to leave?' I ask in the hope that she would say
'Do you want me to stay?' she ask surprised
'Yes of course I want you to stay.' I say
'Where I'm supposed to sleep' she ask
'You can sleep with me' I said jokily. I secretly hope she will lie in bed with me
'Wouldn't that be awkward I mean afterall we're just friends' she said a little bit disappointed as she say friends. Would she wanted to be more that friends I ask myself probably not she is straight I remind myself.
'Friends can also sleep together. But if you don't want to you also can sleep in the guest room' I say a little bit disappointed when I say that she also can stay in the guest room because I just want her close to me
'forget the guest room but I'll sleep with you if that's good for you' she say while a smile appears on her face when she says she wants to sleep with me.
'of course I want you to sleep with me' I say with a wide smile
'okay but can I borrow some clothes?' she ask
'Sure you can borrow clothes from me, I'll give them to you after we've cleaned up here' I say
'okay thank you' she say

we clean up the living room and then we go to my room and I give her pajamas from me and tell her to change in my room and that I will change in the bathroom. after we have both changed, we lie down in bed. We are both on one side of the bed, I secretly wanted to hug and fall asleep in her arms. I decide to lie a little closer to her and I think she understands my hint because now she is getting a little closer too. Suddenly I feel her arms around me and she pulls me closer to her and I put my head on her chest and she put her arms around me.

'Goodnight beautiful' she say and I can feel myself getting red luckily the lights are of.
'Goodnight gorgeous' I say and then I feel myself slowly falling asleep listening to her heartbeat. I feel really happy again for a long time and that is all thanks to the wonderful woman I am cuddling with.