Chapter 2

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by poulske

by poulske

Kara's p.o.v.
I go home and think how I should tell it to Lena. And I decide that I need to tell it at soon as possible because otherwise I would just postpone it anyway.

I decide to text Lena
'hey movie night at my house tomorrow evening?' I send her
'sounds fun I'm in! who else is coming?' she answers almost right away
'I was thinking of just having a movie night between the two of us, if that's right for you' I send her back. I hope she is fine with that
'okay how late?' she answer
'8 p.m.?' I suggest
'I will be there! Xxx' she answers. I feel butterflies in my stomach when I see the kisses after the message
'and wearing just something comfy. see you tomorrow Xxx' I send her. I hope she will take the news well I hope I don't screw it up.

the next day in the evening
Lena will be here in 30 minutes I'm so stressed to tell her. what if she hates me if I tell her? what if I ruin everything by telling her? what if she never wants to see me again?

I'm preparing the living room by stetting snacks on the table and putting the pillows on the couch right.

I hear the bell and go open the door. Its Lena she looks stunning in sweat pants and oversized hoody. I let her in and I cant keep my eyes from her.
'you like what you see?' she ask with a smirk.
'yes I do!' I just said
We gave each other a hug and we go over to the couch.
'do you want to drink something?' I ask nervously
'some red wine please' she answer
I walk into the kitchen and grab two glasses of red wine and go back to the couch and give her glass to her.

I sit down by her and start to play nervously with my fingers
'what's wrong?' Lena ask with concern in her voice
'I-I need to tell you something' I say a little bit afraid. Great now I also start to stutter
'sure, what is it?' she ask curious
'I'm Supergirl' I say quietly
'you're what' she says as she chokes on her wine
'I- I'm' I say
'I know what you said' she says irritated
'I'm so sorry I didn't told you this before but there was never a good moment to tell you I thought' I say with tears in my eyes
'oh so I didn't had anything to do with the fact that my last name is Luthor?' she ask frustrated
I just kept quiet
'oh it did, you're the one person I thought my last name didn't matter. But I clearly was wrong. She says disappointed
'I didn't matter to my but it was just you've been hurt so many times before and I didn't want to hurt you' I say and a tear escaped
'what did you think, if I don't tell her I won't hurt her. you lied so many times in my face and I was so stupid to believe you. before I came here I promised myself not to trust anyone anymore and then I got to know you, and I started to trust you and now I find out that I could not trust you either' she practically yells at me
'no I wanted to tell you so many times but I just couldn't, I couldn't hurt you. I wished I told you before' I say quietly
'why are you telling me now?' she ask
'because I like you more than just friends, and I couldn't tell you that before I told you the truth about that I'm Supergirl.' I say at this point crying
'well I can never trust you again' she say now also with tears in her eyes and stood up
'don't leave me. I know I did fucked it up. But don't go' I begged her while crying
'you indeed screwed it up. I can never trust you again our friendship is over' she say cold
she walks to her bag when I stand to follow her. but she picks up her bag and leaves without looking back or saying anything. I collapse on the floor crying and I can't stop crying. I like her myself because I screwed up one real thing in my life. I don't even know how to do it without her