Something Gained

Chapter 18

Damon's POV

I've been going insane the past week, I don't know what's wrong with me. I keep replaying the beach date in my mind, trying to see if there was any way that it could have gone better. Obviously at this point its too late but that won't keep me from thinking about it. Rachel keeps ignoring my texts and its driving me off the edge

What the hell is wrong with me?

This isn't something that I'm used to, I haven't felt this sprung over a girl in years. Veronica keeps finding a way to come over and tries to get me to 'forget her' but any time she tries kissing me I think about Rachel

I've tried to get her off my mind in nearly every way besides sleeping with Veronica..I haven't wanted to do that since I met Rachel. I'll be honest though I have tried making out with her but it doesn't work

I've even tried drinking, doing it most of every day and all it does is piss me off. Alcohol has always done that, I tend to drink when I'm frustrated and the alcohol just brings it out more..I should really stop doing that

I decided to go out for a drive and somehow found myself parked outside the bank she works at. I've been sitting here for 20 minutes waiting for my buzz to go down and now there's only 8 more minutes until they lock up

Its now or never

Before I could talk myself out of it I walked into the bank..

I don't see her

But I do see that idiot that was hurting her at the club, hes lucky that Rachel doesn't know the other side of me because I would have taken him out back and killed him

"Is Rachel here?" I ignored my desire to beat the crap out him again and decided to move towards what I really came for

"I really don't think you should be here man" he shook his head at me with a stupid smirk on his face "Well it's a good thing that I don't care what you think" I spoke at him while he looked at his computer

Trying to ignore me huh...wrong move

I pulled out my gun and pointed it at him..I wasn't even thinking properly at this point from all the alcohol, but its already out and pointed at him so I can't really take it back now

"woah what the fuck man!?" He threw his hands up, the fear on his face kind of excited me

"Damon put that down!"

there she is

*short chapter, most of Damon's POV will be short independent chapters because I don't want to mix it up within Rachel's POV. Im just adding his POV in between where I think it's important to see where his mind is at*