𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍 𝐓𝐎 𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐄.

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄.

𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐌𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐋𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫...

"Semaj, please stop touching me so I can finish," I turned to face him while I did some type of makeup on my face. We had an appointment today and were gonna go check up on my stinka butt before our baby shower, which was Friday. Right now though, Semaj was working on my nerves.

We didn't know the gender but everyone else did. We're just coming in white and whatever the decorations are then we know what we're having. Ari came up with the idea and I think its cute, instead of a gender reveal for everyone, it's a nice surprise for us.

We had name's picked out for either gender, though, so our bases were covered.

"Why? I can't touch my kid?" he asked, sounding all offended. I was hot and extremely sleepy, I don't know why this child doesn't allow me to get any type of sleep, all I can really get is naps throughout the day but all the energy the baby steals, they give it back at night and I'm constantly up.

It's so funny how many times I woke Semaj up out his sleep moving around trying to get comfortable. Like that's what you get nigga if I can't sleep you shouldn't be able to.

"You can touch your child all you want, but it is inside me right now, and I would like to not be touched, please. It's hot,"

"Fine," he sighed all loud and dramatically, laying back on the bed.

"Semaj quit. Your hand is attached to my stomach all day," I chuckled. He stay in me and my baby's personal space, and that little traitor stay kicking when he comes around too. He always wanna kiss my stomach before he kiss me, and I'm just like wow. I guess I really am just an incubator to his ass now.

"Baby, fix your face," he laughed, like he knew what I was thinking. "What you all frowned up for?"

"No reason," I stated simply, watching my lash, waiting on it to dry a little before I put it on. That's another thing that the baby did. I could think about something annoying that he did, it could be days removed and I was annoyed all over again. Like I was never the type to get annoyed at old shit but chile...these hormones something dangerous.

This wasn't even something that annoyed me necessarily, because I'm so happy my child has a daddy that loves them, and can't wait for their arrival so he can just shower them in love. I wish that for all babies, but especially mine.

But damn, mommy wants love too.

And I know I sound hella selfish and crazy even saying that, because he's excited about his kid, and I'm happy he is. I don't really know how to explain what I'm feeling without sounding like an asshole, so I just shut my ass up. It's not like he doesn't love me, because he tells me he does all the time. I would just like a little extra loving right now.