✦ negative ✦

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𝐍 𝐄 𝐆 𝐀 𝐓 𝐈 𝐕 𝐄

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bitter, petty, hateful, jealous... so many words could describe the pain he feels, the emotions he wishes to rid himself of. even as he stares back at himself in the mirror he feels those gut wrenching feelings, when he sees others in love he feels it. when he sees a father and son playing catch in the yard with smiles on their faces the feelings punch him in the stomach. even when he has a relationship he worries, he worries they'll find someone else and he feels jealous of others, he knows it's not okay... that he's not okay but he just wants love with all that hate inside him. is that too much to ask?

april 13 2020

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