Dec. 4, 2016

3 0 0

by LillithMarama

by LillithMarama

Like every morning, it starts with a text
Another text,
Few more messages
Couple selfies
Possibly a phone call
Honestly, I enjoy this routine, it's fun
Always the same, still amazes me each morning
We talk about our plans for the day,
How we wanna plan to hang out soon
Personal plans our futures
Goals we have
Us
Our conversations have become more meaningful,
Don't you think
You're such a flirt, and a hopeless romantic
Doesn't hurt that you're cute too
Maybe, just maybe I am falling for you
Would that make you happy
Currently, I think it's making me very happy
I tell you about my family, my dogs,
Little bit more about who I am
Of course you tell me about you, your family
A small game of 20 questions
What's your favorite music genre
Favorite show
You find out I don't have Netflix,
Yup, I'm part of the weird no Netflix life
What's your favorite hobby
Tell me where you like to eat

We just
Talk
And talk
And talk
And talk some more
The good, bad and fun is all we converse about
Hours going by,
Not moving from my spot on my bed
Completely focused on my phone
J, are you enjoying these chats too
We just continue getting to know each other
By now it's afternoon time,
Still glued to my phone,
Responding to you J
J, you are reading and responding just as quick
Maybe you really do enjoy
Talking to me
This is so so nice
Much nicer than how My ex treated me
You're so much more different
I like it
I think I really really like you
Yeah, in all honesty I do

Normally, I'm not one to allow someone
To join my pack, be apart of my circle
I tend to keep to myself,
But something about you,J,
Intrigues me very very much
Slowly we begin our conversations
About us again
Us
You and I
We talk about maybe going out on a date
This is when you find out,
I've never had a real boyfriend before
Just high school relationships,
Hand holding, kisses here and there
That's it,
Hardly a relationship
To your surprise, you also,
Figure out I've never been on a date
Dinner and a movie
Or whatever you consider a date to be
Slowly, you begin asking my feelings for you
How do I reply
Someone tell the stone cold lone wolf,
What to say
How to respond
Truly, I don't recall what I said
But, guess that doesn't matter now,
You ended up writing this huge text
Maybe the longest one yet
Oh my gosh, you're asking me to be your girlfriend

" will you be a my woman for life,
For now, for later
Be my best friend and person I love "

Honestly, I wish I had the text saved,
So I can add it to this part
To show you all how sweet it was
After your long, meaningful, sweet message
I respond with

" lol sure "

So, 12/4/2016
We have a day now
Ours for now, hopefully for life
J, you're telling me how you had to walk away,
Nerves kicking in to see my response
Maybe when you returned to your phone,
You smiled with relief
Possibly with your heart skipping a beat
I know I did,
Smiling ear to ear,
Butterflies in my stomach,
Blissful
Time is now going slow,
Allowing me to savor this sweet moment
High on this happiness

12/4/16
We begin
Our own little love story
Thank you J
Good things from now on,
I pinky promise
Also, I swear I won't hurt you, if you won't hurt me
Promise to show interest in your hobbies,
As long as you show interest in mine
We can skip dinner and head straight to the movies
I'm not going to be high maintenance
J, I just want to spend time with you
So, please I promise,
I'll be your best friend first
Starting
12/04/2016 to forever

Sincerely your best friend L