Ushijima the silent freak

Planned

Second period that day went on as usual for me. Except Janae wasn't there to help me flirt or make smart remarks about the math teacher behind his back. At the start I tried to sit alone. Embarrassed to be near oikawa. But Hinata suggested I sit at their table. The group was all together today as we hadn't split up into groups. So I had the whole table, including ushijima to impress. Hinata and Kageyama sat next to each other. Tsukishima and yamaguchi sat besides that couple. With ushijima at the end of the table. On the opposite side was oikawa and me next to each other sitting across from Hinata and Kageyama. Even though I was far enough away from ushijima to not feel awkward I kept getting glances from him. And tensed up trying to look as perfect as possible. "And then it was so perfect, I almost felt like I could see the other side" hinta said. While kageyama yelled at him for being an idiot and the table laughed. While we all laughed uncontrollably at the two insulting each other I felt a hand on my thigh. I peeped underneath the table to see oikawa with his hand on my right thigh. My cheeks went red. Why is he doing this, does he realize? Am I an idiot of course he realizes. It's his hand. I couldn't say anything. What was I supposed to do interrupt the table to call out oikawa. Oh great so tsukishima could bring up the sleepover again.
It felt so awakward. But.. I couldn't help but feel... Attracted. It was our own private moment. We were so close to the others. And he was touching me sensually. So close. They could see us any moment. But they haven't yet. It's so dangerous. But it really made my blood rush. He made a slight squeeze that I didn't expect. I let out a small but audible moan. Kageyama looked up at me. "did you just moan what the hell". My already Rosey cheeks flaired. "no I-Sometimes before I sneeze that comes out. Sorry it's just a weird little thing about me" I said. I was quick to come up with the lie. But I didn't want it to happen again. Besides... Tsukishima was looking at me questioning. I knew he didn't believe a god damn thing out of my mouth.
As the table slowly and awkwardly got back into the flow of the conversation oikawa continued his slight squeezing and teasing.
I tried to keep my mind focused on other thoughts but. He was so hot. A sexy well built boy was sitting here publicly teasing me trying to make me lose my cool. It was arousing everything in me.
I gave a look to oikawa beside me. He caught my eyes and Locked in his gaze. While the table conversed. I examined his face still locking eyes. He continued to squeeze. Then he almost leaned in a bit, licked his lips slowly biting the bottom one as he did so, and turned back to the rest of the table before we had been staring too long. He smelled of colonge and old spice. I couldn't help but feel hot inside. "you look rather odd" tsukishima directed at me. Bringing me back to reality. With that I had everyone's attention again. I could feel oikawa remove his hand calmly and put it back to his side. "well you always look odd four eyes" I said trying to get the tables attention off me. "You shouldn't bully girls tsuki it's not gonna get you and cooch" oikawa said. Tsukishima scrunching his nose. "I'm not interested in girls" he said almost disgusted. "so you're gay"? oikawa said chuckling.
"THATS NOT WHAT I MEANT" Tsukishima responded with a hint of pink dusting his cheeks. "he got you there". Kageyama said joining in. And with that the table was back to their bikering and conversation. Great, I thought I would have to stutter my way out again. Turning my attention up I noticed ushijima was staring at me. We met eyes and I quickly averted my stare. Oh yeah.. ushijima. I remembered in my head. Before picking up on the brief memory of me and oikawa's under the table encounter. We're me and ushijima a couple? It was so confusing. And what was up with oikawa? Another pretty boy after my body. Great.

5th period
When fifth period came around. I was relieved to see Janae sitting in the seat left of mine. I missed her. Even though I had seen her first period. Lunch and second without her felt odd. But what I didn't feel so comfortable with was nishinoya sitting in the seat to my right. Oh man. I thought about what had happened at lunch. His face was as red as a tomato.
I eased my way into my chair trying not to catch his eye. "hey bitch. Gotta spill some tea real quick" Janae said almost on command to me sitting down. I should have known she wouldn't keep her mouth shut more than a minute. It's not like her. "Alright let's hear it" I said trying to sound interested.
"Get this. Ok me and satori broke up and I'm never talking to him again". She said. It was unexpected and I almost gasped out loud. In my mind I celebrated. Great now he can't talk to her about me coming to the gym. But then I felt guilt swell up inside me for not feeling bad for my bestfriend about her break up. But then again she didn't sound too sad about it so I didn't care. "what happened" I asked intrigued now. "yesterday I caught him saying hi to some random chick and I don't need a cheating man" she was so dramatic. I felt bad for satori but he seemed cheerful enough. He should be ok. "oh no. Well you're amazing so it's whatever" I said almost on command. I was used to dealing with janaes crazy ass by now.
"I'm gonna go pee babe" she said slapping my shoulder. Maybe I'm dramatic but it felt already like me and Janae weren't so close. Maybe it's my feelings about ushijima and oikawa getting in the way. I'm the hormonal one.
When she left I felt the presence of nishinoyas silence again. He was never this quiet.
"Hey noya" I said acting normal.
"Hey y/n". He said back flatly. "I'm sorry that they were being so weird at lunch. I didn't mean to make you feel awkward or anything". He gave his goofball smile. "it's fine" his tone sounded devient. Like a boy who was up to no good.
"What's so funny" I said with an eyebrow raised. I wondered what he would say. That boyish grin that made me a bit scared to know.